Complicated me

I am such a complicated person that when you think you know me, well I can be much different than what you know. It sucks because I wanted people to know and understand me but I can never make them to.

This week probably I have been totally depress. Yes. Now I know what and how depression is about. I am starting to think that I have this BIPOLAR sickness and still thinking whether I should go public with is like Demi Lavato did. In a while I am in this happy mood and next, I can be a FIONA-ZILLA going crazy and then I can go into crying crying and endless crying.

After a day of taking some break, I can finally come to my consciousness that I am a total bitch when I act up. Well, it’s not that I want to but with all the stress coming in a shot I just could not handle it.

This shows how pathetic I am.

And probably my worse or best Holy week. This week teaches me so much courage and determination and most important faith. I did not attend all 3 service of Holy Thursday, Good Friday and Easter Vigil but I really hope I can attend Easter Day.

Ok. Not so much on my sad life now.

Have a blessed Easter!