Expecting the worse

In some situation when you have doubts in the decision you have made, you can expect the worse thing to happen.

For example like me. Making the decision promptly (maybe with only 1 or 2 days of thinking properly)to attend Good Friday and celebrate Easter in Miri is not a success at all!!

Well, earlier I had asked my collegue if he is ok with me to not standby working for that day and he said "should be ok". So I bought my flight tickets (that can buy me a Roxy handbag). It turns out the other way round. 360 degrees. It was totally not ok because instead he is still in Miri. Today(Good Friday) is a holiday in Miri, I wonder what is he doing there since he cannot do any of his work-related activities there. Oh maybe, pusing-pusing Bintang or Boulevard la kan? I'm not talking bad about him, it is just annoying me when that's what I suppose to do.

I am so tired right now, both my mind and body. Working alone dealing with all these work and stress. This line of work demands so much from their workers. Yes, the pay maybe good (but other company do offer higher) and while I am happy with my RM3k salary, I am just exhausted. I'm am not bragging on my salary (as I mention, other company do pay higher so there is no need to brag), but comparing money with other jobs that I can do of course this is good money. HOWEVER, on your behalf they do expect so much from you.

Can I plan a vacation, no I cannot. Can I plan for my leave, no I cannot. Can I buy my flight tickets to KK for next week, no I cannot. So if ever I want to fly, better to buy a day before flying. WTF with the expensive price. Got tired of burnt tickets already.

Some people have this mind set that working in an oil and gas company is the best job. Money wise, well...you can say so. But with that, we do not goyang kaki at all. We are working hard to earn it.

Blah blah blah...too much blahss here.

*sigh* I suppose to be reaching Miri now and I am in this dreaded office.

Have a blessed day.