Life ~ My thoughts, joys, tears ME

After a long hiatus..

2012-01-21T09:45:00.003+08:00

.. I am still blogging!

There are thoughts of abandoning this blog but yeah, I am still writing.

Just a short one here.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! Rawrr.. It's Dragon year!!

bye!

Apabila saya mula menulis…

2011-11-13T16:58:00.001+08:00

….awal-awal seja ada idea meletup-letup bila buka tu “Live writer” terus blank. Bukan apa, idea membelog tu hilang bila saya cuba membayangkan rangka entri yang saya patut tulis. So, I decided to write few things in short paragraphs.

Macam tadi saya tengok friend request yang banyak (to be exact 44 request) di facebook, teringin saya blog kenapa saya belum bersedia untuk meng-approve mereka dan mengapa saya tidak suka menge-add orang sesuka hati. The reason kenapa saya tidak sesukati hati meng-approve or menge-add orang is because I want my own privacy. Yes. Facebook is only for me to connect with friends that I wish to be in touch is. And currently there are a few of them in my friends list are unknown to me. So, expect some spring cleaning soon.

Tadi saya pergi ~~cubuk dan~~ cekidaut profile girlfriend to my ex. Penyibuk kan saya tapi she’s among those who are still pending in my friends request so why not kan? Teringat pula kisah lama bila ternampak pictures of them both. Jelous? haha. No, but I am genuinely happy for them. I had not been a very good partner? for him so I’m happy if he’s happy with her. It is quite a long time we had been together but maybe we’re not meant for each other. ewaaahh..ayat script betol! haha

Last few weeks had been hectic for me. Home for KK, trip to Miri, work, holiday in Miri, and course in Singapore. Bilik saya sungguh messy that I need a day for me untuk proses pembersihan bilik. ~~Padahal hari ni cuti.~~ Tapi oleh kerana badan masih malas-kepenatan mood, tolak la niat mo kasih bersih pada hari bila saya rajin. hehe

Okla. Panjang betul menulis padahal tiada idea.

BYE!

Labuan

2011-10-09T17:01:00.001+08:00

Labuan is never a great place to stay because:

1. Life gets too boring here. there is no sort of entertainment. No shopping mall (if you consider Financial park a shopping mall BECAUSE I prefer my Megalong 100x more than FP), no cinema (if you consider the almost-run-down cinema here which shows I don’t know what movie, no place to hang out (except pubs and clubs) ETC ETC. Let me tell you something about our one and only ~~shopping mall~~ Financial Park (FP), it has Giant in it which I think Giant Megalong is bigger, Parkson which I think I can go through the things there in 10minutes, few watches and glasses shop, restaurant, KFC, Pizza Hut, Bodyshop, few shops selling shoes, computer stuffs and of course liquor and chocolates.

2. I have very few friends here. My collegues are mostly guys and the activities that they prefer to do is Drink. Well, Labuan can be a heaven for those who drinks a lot but I am not a drinker at all. Yeah, I did tasted all the beers that we have here but 1 or 2 sip is enough. Let’s count how many ladies are there in my workplace, well only 4. 2 are married and another is someone like me never interested in drinking. My other friends are also here but they’re ~~i think so~~ busy with their own stuffs.

3. There is no place to go around. Driving around the whole Labuan can be done in maximum of half a day. Yeah, that’s how small Labuan is.

4. Liquor and chocolates. I despise both of this. Liquor because I am no drinker. Chocolates are yummy but it makes me even more fat.

5. Driving back to KK need to use scheduled ferry. If there is a bridge between Labuan and KK, I will surely drive back almost every weekend. Maybe it will only take around 3 hours to reach KK. But since our car needs the ferry, I doubt I can do it worse when I am on standby for work. Why not use flight? Yeah, if you are so rich average return ticket is RM250 times 4 weeks equals to RM1000. That is just too much.

So here I am alone in the house with my housemates back in KK. No one to talk to as the BF is offshore and we had some issues that minimised our contact.

BYE!

Calculating my Work

2011-10-08T10:29:00.001+08:00

A year is 365 days, 12 months.

In a month, lets say I only have 1 free weekend. 2 days times 12 months is 24 days. Plus my 12 days for annual leave which brings total of 36 days.

Which mean, basically in a year I will only have 36 days off. 36 divide with 365 times with 100% gives me roughly 10 percent. 100 percent minus this 10 percent equals to 90 percent.

Conclusion is, my work consumes 90 percent of my life and only 10 percent for me to live my life. GET IT? Please, don’t let me grow old with these..

BYE!

Tiada update

2011-10-08T08:11:00.001+08:00

Sebenarnya, banyak saja update cuma kemalasan menge-on-kan computer, tulis dan publish. *sigh* kan bagus ada phone yang boleh dibawa online sentiasa seperti iphone, etc? *wink* TAPI saya masih tidak boleh splurge on things that is so expensive right now. Sekarang ni tengah bermati-matian simpan duit untuk my big big plan. Boleh kau simpan RM20k dalam 1 tahun? That is why I am in a very very strict budget now. Oh…bukan simpan untuk kahwin but another big plan!

Kebarangkalian untuk saya naik kapal terbang this month and also next month sangat banyak. So far, will be going back KK end of this month. Going to Miri early November dan 1 minggu kursus di Singapore in middle of November.

October is also a month for the Rosary. So, kepada Catholics out there rajinkan diri anda untuk berdoa rosari nih.

okla. itu saja so far. Hujan lebat woo sekarang.

BYE!

It has been four years

2011-09-22T10:31:00.002+08:00

..since we became together.

After days and days of counting, finally my daisy path said it.

Let's write some history here. =)
We have known each other since our 1st year in Uni years. Being introduced as a group for our Survey Camp in Perak, we worked together with 3 other members for almost 2 weeks. I remembered you being like a normal guy and I never thought we will be a couple at that time.
Time passed by, and again we were the leaders for GIFT Music Ministry for our Catholic Student Society. We were at the same class even though you are with your own group and I am with mine.
To make a long story short, yeah. We told each other how we felt after few months of friendship.

Being in a relationship during Uni years is not that hard as we were able to see each other most of the time. However, it was also a rollercoaster ride as we just started to understand and accept each other.
Completed our degree parted us for few months but that makes the heart grew fonder (awww...). Our convocation was fine with us meeting both parents makes our relationship easier.

Now, with both of us having just started our career it will still be a long way until we say "I do". But with God's blessing, I know we will just grow stronger. Time will tell when it comes.

HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY DARLING!!

BYE!

Get your FACTS correct!

2011-09-13T09:52:00.003+08:00

I found an interesting article from the facebook wall and was published in the Star newspaper. Anyhow, I'll copy and paste it here.

A lesson on Sept 16
ONE MAN'S MEAT by PHILIP GOLINGAI

The federation of Malaya, not Malaysia, was created in 1957. Sabah and Sarawak did not join Malaysia – they formed the country together with the then Malaya and Singapore on Sept 16, 1963.

ON AUG 31, I spent my Mer-deka Day holiday tweeting history lessons. I found certain historical inaccuracies on my Twitter timeline as annoying as – to misquote a tweet from @ATM2U – seeing a straight man eat cupcake.

For example, one of Malaysia’s tycoons tweeted: “Independence day for Malaysia today.”

As a Sabahan, I just had to correct him even though he is worth a billion times more than me. So @PhilipGolingai admonished: “Sir, independence day for Malaya. Malaysia was formed on Sept 16, 1963.”

Then someone – not the billionaire – tweeted: “Why Singapore not celebrating Malaya’s Indepen-dence day?”

History was definitely not her favourite subject.

I replied: “When Malaya dec-lared Merdeka, Singapore was under the British. On Sept 16, 1963, Singapore, Malaya, Sabah & Sarawak formed Malaysia.”

My colleague @ChiaYingTheStar (Lim Chia Ying) tweeted: “How can a tv station say Happy Birthday to M’sia on Aug 31?? My gosh, no wonder kids can never learn real facts?”

On Merdeka Day, Faridah Stephens, daughter of one of Malaysia’s founding fathers, Tun Fuad Stephens (Sabah Chief Minister), reminded her Peninsular Malaysian friends of our country’s history.

“(Some of) my friends wished Happy 54th Birthday Malaysia. They always say Malaysia. But it is not Malaysia’s independence but Malaya’s,” she lamented.

On Facebook, Faridah watched a video clip of Negaraku sung in Chinese. The rendition was “beautiful” but the ending of the video was a “dampener”.

“Alamak, I thought, when I saw ‘Happy 54th Birthday Malaysia’ at the end,” she said.

How did her friends’ respond to her reminder?

“Some people went quiet,” she said, laughing heartily.

Some Malaysians mistake Aug 31 for Malaysia’s birthday, according to Faridah, because “we tend to be West (Peninsular) Malaysia-centric”.

“Many forget that Malaysia did not exist until 1963. Malaysia was not created in 1957. Sabah and Sarawak did not join Malaysia, they formed the country,” she said, adding that “I’m just stating a historical fact.”

To get my historical facts right, I called my old classmate, then a history buff, at La Salle secondary school in Tanjung Aru, Sabah.

“Why are there Malaysians who confuse Hari Merdeka as Malay-sia’s birthday?” I asked Danny Wong Tze Ken, a history professor in Universiti Malaya.

Wong lectured me on the birth of Malaysia. Here’s a summary: On Aug 31, 1957, the Federation of Malaya was established. It was expanded into the Federation of Malaysia on Sept 16, 1963. The country became larger with the inclusion of Singapore, Sarawak and Sabah. And in 1965, Singapore left.

“If you think of the day for independence for Malaysia, then Sept 16, is logical for Sabahans and Sarawakians as that was when both states achieved independence, in 1963. But for the people of Peninsular Malaysia clearly it was Aug 31, 1957, as that was when Tunku Abdul Rahman declared Merdeka,” Wong ex-plained.

“So when is Malaysia’s birthday?” I asked.

“The best answer is to take the case of the United States. Their independence day is July 4, 1776, even though at that time there were only 13 colonies. Although the rest of the United States was incorporated only later, all the 50 states observe July 4 as Indepen-dence Day,” he said.

“So when is Malaysia’s birthday?” I asked again.

“As a newly formed Federation of Malaysia the birthday of Malaysia will be Sept 16 whereas the Independence Day of the country remains on Aug 31,” he said.

Wong said over the years, Sept 16 was no longer celebrated as Malaysia Day.

“In Sabah it was celebrated as the TYT’s (Governor’s) birthday. And Sabahans wondered why that day was then celebrated as the TYT’s birthday and not as Malaysia Day,” he added.

“It was only last year that Sept 16 was declared a public holiday to commemorate the formation of Malaysia.,” the historian said.

So, on Friday, if you are on Twitter, don’t forget to tweet “Happy 48th Birthday Malaysia!”

Article source: HERE

ANOTHER 3 DAYS TO CELEBRATE MALAYSIA!!

BYE!

Pendek saja!

2011-09-08T20:20:00.001+08:00

Seriously tiada langsung benda interesting happen. Pegi open house Raya pun cuma satu rumah saja.

*sigh* I wish my life would be more interesting. be patient Fiona. few years? to go?

bye!

A Simple Wish

2011-08-29T17:59:00.001+08:00

Wishing all Muslims

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri… Maaf zahir dan batin.

Love,

FIONA

Wedding Bells

2011-08-27T18:13:00.001+08:00

NO. I AM NOT GETTING MARRIED. (YET)

Last few days, one of my BFF just got engaged and hopefully we will hear bells ringing next year. And. another BFF suddenly announced that she is in a relationship and probably will be getting engaged next year. ~~oww feeling left out here.~~ And everyone is asking when is my turn?

It is not that I don’t want to get married just that it is not time yet. Having just finished my degree and having a stable job, getting married will be at the end of the list. As people said, marriage means settling down and I think I still have a lot of things to do.

Being in a steady ~~sometimes with rough seas and calm waves~~ relationship for almost 4 years now changed my perspectives in living together as husband and wife. I am very aware and understood in early relationship api percintaan tu membuak-buak and you want to be with your partner forever. You remember that feeling? Sometimes, it turns very fast and alas you think about getting married at that time. oh. it happens to me too.

But for us, we choose to wait. Wait until it is time to say we are ready. There is so much to do right now and we think marriage can wait. Financially and mentally we need preparation. Thus, more energy and time is needed. Biological clock ticking? Yes. I am aware of that. That is why in this few (hopefully 3 or 4 years) some few things can be settled. e.g: getting a nice home for us, securing our savings for future, re-paying our parents, and most importantly saving for our marriage. You see, we don’t plan to take any loans for our wedding as we don’t want a “loaned marriage” thus the need to save for our wedding. Wedding doesn’t come cheap and we are not earning 10k monthly.

So, be patient and enjoy your journey towards being Husband and Wife. =)

P/s: This entry is written because I received 4 wedding invitations from friends for September itself.

BYE!

Api! Api! Api!!

2011-08-23T15:46:00.004+08:00

Tadi saya jadi fire fighter. Aiseh.. Ada time practical tadi, few lucky peserta akan dipilih untuk melakukan stunt memadam api. Salah satu cara padam api ialah menyelimutkan kawasan kebakaran. Hanya applicable kalau kawasan tu kecil. Hanya satu cubaan diberi so sepa-sepa yang volunteer boleh lah try. Dan my coursemate sangat baik hati untuk suruh saya (the only lady) untuk padam api itu guna fire blanket. Alasannya, perempuan harus pandai padam in case kabakaran di dapur. T.T

Terharu dengan kebaikan kamu sekalian ya coursemate. Thanks a lot.

Oklah. BYE!

Jom ber-asap-asap-an

2011-08-23T11:59:00.002+08:00

Hari ini aktiviti ber-asap di mana kami perlu keluar dari bilik yang konon-nya terbakar dan berasap. Bilik tu akan gelap dan sedikit berasap so saya berharap akan keluar dengan selamat la.

Tadi mengharap the bf tidak jadi lagi turun offshore hari ni tapi kapten crew boat tu hebat betul dapat mengharungi ombak badai dan hopefully sampai platform dengan selamat la. Makanya, saya seorang di Miri. No big deal juga sebab Rabu balik Labuan sudah. And hari ini saya plan pergi Bintang Mall seorang dan balik ke hotel jalan kaki (kalau berani. Bukan apa, the bf cakap lucu kalau saya naik taxi begitu dekat).

Okla. The worst (HUET) has already passed dan tak perlu takut sangat sudah. Hehe

BYE!!

Goodbye HUET

2011-08-22T19:19:00.003+08:00

Company saya hantar pergi buat BOSET tadi. And today kami sangat lucky. First day sudah kena suruh buat HUET. I passed and wishing will never go through it again. Haha.

Oklah. The bf merajuk suda because i'm on phone ja ber'internet free di Ming Cafe. Hehehe

bye!!

Peristiwa Hari Jumaat

2011-08-19T20:58:00.001+08:00

Hari Khamis (semalam) lab kami banjir. Lebih kurang 3 jam juga kami membersihkan lab kami tu. Pagi tadi dikejutkan lagi dengan keadaan rupa di office.

Siling jatuh rupanya..

Para bos sibuk membuat investigation.

Dengan itu, diisytiharkan office lab kami TIDAK SELAMAT. Maka, conference room company menjadi office sementara kami. Namun, testing masih berjalan cuma tidak banyak la yang mampu kami buat sebab ~~malas~~ keadaan berjaga-jaga.

Actually petang ni ada berbuka puasa di hotel dengan company satu ni tapi sungguh malang (lagi) ada urgent testing dan mesin pula buat hal. T.T

BYE!

Cakap besar

2011-08-17T20:45:00.001+08:00

Iya. Saya kadang-kadang cakap besar juga. Bukan sebab memuji diri melebih-lebih tapi selalu janji ~~sama diri sendiri~~ tidak ditunaikan.

Contohnya; Saya cakap mau diet kuruskan badan tapi cakap hanya tinggal cakap. Masih juga gumuk. Tiada usaha, macam mana mau kurus kan?

Contoh lagi; Saya mau berjimat cermat supaya savings kaw-kaw, tapi hujung bulan sama juga mengira hari untuk next payday dan savings hanyalah sikit ringgit dan sen-sen.

Mungkin saya patut lebih banyak ber-action daripada bercakap besar saja. ~~ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.~~

So, get things started Fiona! Bagus lagi ~~DIAM-DIAM UBI BERISI.~~

BYE!

I have means to blog

2011-08-17T17:59:00.002+08:00

but I am too tired to write after work.

My Satur-Day will be filled with pending tests.
And Sun-Day will be going to Miri for my BOSET on Mon-Day.
And after 3 days on Wednes-day I will be back to Labuan straight from the course.
So on Thurs-Day I will be back to work.

w-o-r-k-w-o-r-k-w-o-r-k!!

*sigh*

my dad said, this is the time to berabis find money. if only it grows on trees.

BYE!!

.....

2011-08-08T08:55:00.001+08:00

Hello hello...
No title yet because this will be sort of a long entry for an unforgetable experience.

Gonna blog it soon.

BYE!

Mari Bercerita

2011-07-31T10:16:00.001+08:00

Ini adalah entri rojak.

Semalam, sepatutnya saya dan housemate saya menonton Khurafat. Orang cakap cerita hantu ni best. Since berteman malam tu, mau juga la tengok. Siap sedia bantal ~~bikin tutup mata time suspensuspen~~ lagi kami ni. Sekalinya, tunggu jam 10pm lain pula yang ditunjuk. Memang tajuk khurafat tapi drama pula. Patutla heran tengok duration movie hanya 1 jam. Sedih. Hampa nda boleh tengok cerita hantu. Tapi, oh. ada tapinya..malam tu saya bermimpi hantu. Si rambut dan kuku panjang. Hah! Ambik ko. Hantu yang lagi dashyat. Terbangun ja, terus call the bf mamai lagi cerita hantu. haha.

Hari Sabtu minggu depan pegi Miri. Roadtrip. Harap Ms. City sempat di-repair.Hari Isnin hantar Ms. City pegi workshop dan menurut bos di workshop tu boleh siap dalam 3,4 hari. Keep your words bos! Because I need it by Saturday. Adalah sangat-sangat diharap dalam perjalanan akan terjumpa orang jual durian banyak-banyak. Kalau banyak, maksudnya murah la bah tu kan dan harus diborong ~~akan disediakan air freshener dalam kereta~~. Di Labuan ni, mencekik darah mau beli tu durian. Suda lah durian kampung yang isi nipis ja, kena jual RM16/kg. huhu.

Then the weekend after balik dari Miri akan balik Penampang untuk my BFF engagement. Saya plan guna flight tapi belum beli. Harap-harap flight jadi murah sikit. Kalau mahal, membeli sambil nangis la ni.

Lately, rasa rasa sungguh sunyi di rumah especially time satu orang di rumah. Selepas peristiwa kura-kura housemate saya melarikan diri, saya tiada lagi teman di rumah.The bf cadangkan untuk jaga ayam? di rumah. uhuk uhuk.. not my type of animal yang boleh dibawa bermanja.

Malam ni tengok anak bulan. So, most probably besok start puasa. Wishing all my Muslim friends, Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan!

BYE!!

A short entry

2011-07-27T15:53:00.001+08:00

Baru ja tadi minta approval untuk my 3 days leave.. wee..I got it! Cuti cuti cuti.. just need to hang on for 10 more days!!

BYE!

P/s: I told you it was short.very short.

Entri orang stress dan tension bekerja

2011-07-26T12:56:00.002+08:00

Hari ini genaplah saya bekerja 23 days lurus *read:straight*. Tahniah! Maka, saya expect saya akan dapat performance review yang sangat baik sampaikan bos akan tanya "well Fiona, how much do you want for your increment?"

Energy level adalah tinggal 10% lagi untuk bertahan 9 hari for my holiday. Yes. I am on leave from 8-10August which saya rasa saya sangat ber-hak untuk ambil dan tidak patut di-query oleh bos apabila meng-approve.

Ok. Ada sesi mengumpat hari ni.

Pernahkah kamu rasa collegue kamu sangat mengambil kesempatan sama kamu? Bukan yang lucah tapi dari segi kerja?
Contoh: Kamu datang kerja satu orang weekend untuk catch up pending work. Bukan saya tidak mau panggil dia buat kerja tapi I am being very understanding that dia perlu spend time with his family during weekend. Tapi kalau dia mau datang juga, I don't mind as long niat dia mau buat kerja untuk dapat extra OT sebab my pay tidak effect pun dia datang ka tidak just that the work burden. So, saya pun satu orang la bekerja keras 4 jam 30 mins on that day. Tiba-tiba, the next day saya check buku OT record eh? ada pula dia letak nama dia kerja juga hari tu? Excuse me? Adakah kamu jadi hantu halimunan time tu sebab saya tidak nampak pun kau bekerja?
Bukan 1 or 2 kali ja perkara ini terjadi. Memang banyak kali sudah. Patut ka saya menyumpah duit OT kau tu akan jadi haram? Tapi, saya tidak sanggup sebab duit tu bikin kasi makan family kau. Saya tidak mau family kau makan duit haram.

Sungguh, saya tidak kisah kau claim OT banyak. But please, jangan claim OT yang saya kerja satu orang. I really hate it.
Sekarang ni, kau expect saya untuk ambil semua kerja cementing. FYI, we have 10rigs on operation right now. Bayangkan berapa banyak kerja yang saya perlu buat alone. f**k of man. Don't make me calculate the works. Kau buat bahagian stimulation saja ka? Excuse me, tu kerja bukan hari-hari ada. Can I ask any of the rigs to stop drilling because I am alone doing the work? NO. I cannot. Buat report saya, buat claim saya. Semua la bah saya punya kerja. And you? Duduk di sana kasih panas kerusi saja. Bila ada saya mention ada urgent job yang belum siap, kau kasi beliak mata saja.. Kenapa? kau expect siap kerja suda lah? well, obviously kau tidak tau work load yang ada sekarang because you are plain LAZY!

Cukup la cakap pasal dia nih. Bikin panas hati saja.
Haish..actually tidak bagus saya mengumpat dia ni tapi apa boleh buat. Hati tidak tahan. Hopefully next week, life will be better..

BYE!

A confession to make

2011-07-21T21:59:00.001+08:00

I MISS THE BF!!

There, i said it. Another few days to be in touch and few weeks to see each other. *sigh* so much of wanting to work in the middle of the sea.

that’s it

full stop

titik

noktah

bye.

4 weeks simple challenge

2011-07-19T14:27:00.002+08:00

I heard that drinking lots or water i.e minimum of 2liters/day and cutting out on sodas or caffein drink can make you lose weight. So, here I am trying this simple challenge. I am only allowed to take half a serving of my Old Town bancuh-sendiri Coffee. 1 serving contains 188 calorie so half serving a day gives me 84 calorie.

I will cut on all type of sodas. If I crave to drink something sweet, I will only take DILUTED Nestle Yougurt drink. Plain and blant tea is limited to 1 cup per week.

My diet for food will be the same. But let's focus on the drink for this 4 weeks.

Wish me luck!

Lets’s start the planning

2011-07-19T01:44:00.001+08:00

Year 2012

Iya, lama lagi.. adalah dalam 6 bulan ++ tapi kita haruslah plan dengan teratur dan te-se-rapi-rapi yang boleh agar everything goes smoothly.

1. Mau panjat Gunung Kinabalu

Siapa penduduk Sabah yang hampir hari-hari tengok Gunung Kinabalu secara langsung tapi dari jauh seja?

Oleh itu, sebagai tanda yang saya ini sudah ~~matang~~ bersedia untuk dugaan-dugaan dunia maka memanjat Gunung Kinabalu itu harus. Iyalah, it should not be that hard bah kan to climb that mountain? erk..sukati jak kau Fiona. Jangan lah kau ‘indah khabar dari rupa’ . Tengok jak macam senang mau panjat, padahal jogging 10mins sudah ampus. haha.

2. Vacation trip bebeh!!

First time dowh, mem-purchase flight yang tidak melibatkan negeri-negeri di Malaysia. *Padahal Filipin seja pun* Berjaya membeli flight ticket RM31 return flight. Now everyone can fly..Sebenarnya sudah pernah pergi Filipin ~~itulah kurang jakun sudah~~ so this short trip of only 3days will be strictly for shopping and kasi chan sama si kawan saturang ni pegi la sight seeing sikit. haha. Greenhills and Mall of Asia..here I come! And and and.. kami sudah agree untuk ada tabung Filipin. The total yang kami buat simpanan will be purely used for shopping. Makanya, harus rajin-rajin menyimpan because I love shopping there especially flip flops. Harus diborong ya bu. eh, salah slang pula. =)

kawin? hmm… will just have to wait. hehe..

BYE!!

My Dear (graduated) friends

2011-07-17T10:36:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, we degree holders tend to be arrogant and demanding to choose work.

Iya lah. Saya pun dulu pernah ada perasaan mau kerja yang senang dan bergaji besar. Tapi, adakah pekerjaan begitu? Jadi bos sendiri tanam anggur mangkali ada lah kan. As a FRESH graduate, kita tidak boleh expect tinggi sangat. Nama pun masih fresh malu la sikit kan kalau bab-bab demand ni. Bersyukur ada orang mau ambil kita kerja dan bayar kita duit untuk digunakan bayar hutang dan shopping. eh.. simpanan masa depan bah.

Kalau bab-bab mau demand your salary, see the market price dulu. Kalau market price offer RM2500, takkan kita buta-buta minta RM4000.. Macam juga kalau harga McD GCB set RM13.70, takkan McD suka-suka bagi harga RM20 kan? Macam juga harga beg Cath Kidston $38 pound takkan dorang mau charge saya $100pound kan? Macam juga kos merepair kereta saya yang Honda bagi quotation around RM1k ++ takkan lah itu tukang buat mau caj saya RM5k++ kan? T.T

Honestly, saya pun tidak gembira sangat dengan kerja saya sekarang. Tapi sebab ingat mau bayar hutang kereta, pergi travelling, belanja family dan kawan makan (haha), shopping, mau kawin. eh... simpanan masa depan bah, terpaksa la kerja juga. Ingat saja lah hidup ni bukan penuh kegembiraan saja, kesedihan kepiluan pun ada. Balance orang bilang. Yin Yang. Black and white. ok cukup.

And.... jangan ingat kalau mau gaji besar tu kerja goyang kaki buat kopi ja. Gaji besar di-offer because the working demand is bigggggger. For example, kau kerja sales assistant di Servay gaji pokok RM800. (nda tau gaji sebenar contoh saja ni). Kerja kau halang-halang customer lepas tu cakap-cakap-cakap pasal product kau (padahal customer mau ambil product brand lain) then bila customer cakap "oh, tidakla..kawan saya yang suruh beli ni barang. Lain kali saja la" maka kau pun terus stop bercakap. OK. Your work is done. (selain kerja susun-susun stok) Example ke-dua, kau ni kerja building engineer la. Kau tu kena sedar, kau kena design building yang selamat dan menepati cita rasa client. Contohnya, that building is designed to be used for 50 years, maka dalam 50 years tu hati kau akan dup-dap-dup-dap kalau-kalau *palis-palis* something bad is going to happen contoh lagi bangunan runtuh. Siapa yang salah? Engineer yang design building (OK selain tu kontraktor, PE sign drawing design etc etc) but kau juga lah antara yang terlibat. That is why engineer boleh demand gaji double, triple, double triple dari sales assistant Servay..
Lagi contoh, kerja saya sekarang. Design cement recipe untuk drilling O&G well. Kerja ni sudah lah on call 24hours/7daysaweek/365daysayear. Kalau saya delay kerja even a day, oh mana saya mau cari duit USD1million/day untuk cover operation cost (even saya tau, client yang terpaksa bayar tapi itu memburukkan nama company but why the hell do I need to care even though I need to care) Kalau job fail because of my design *oh, sangat palis-palis* entah apa lah terjadi. T.T ..Maka nya saya dibayar ok-ok lah (biarpun company lain bayar lagi besar.duh.)

Oklah, banyak bercakap padahal kerja belum start. haha. contoh yang tidak baik.

Baca review dari orang-orang tertentu pasal fresh grads!

The problem with fresh grads

BYE!

Mari kita riangkan hati

2011-07-07T18:13:00.002+08:00

* Hati tengah gusar.. (emo emo emo) Memikirkan berapa lah mau bayar untuk repair kereta. Harap tidak lah sampai 5k ??? dan saya hanya akan hantar pergi repair hujung bulan sehingga next payday sebab sangat malas (tidak mau kacau) simpanan ASB. sekian.. *

* sorry lah entri pasal kereta ja. itu ja dalam hatiku sekarang selain memikirkan bf di tengah laut (bekerja keras mau kasi makan bini haha), family di rumah yang tunggu-tunggu saya balik untuk belanja makan breakfast,lunch,dinner hari-hari dan anjing-anjing yang menagih kasih sayang dari saya *

Oleh itu sangat wajar kita cerita benda-benda yang menghappykan.

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Sungguh, fikir-fikir tidak terfikir apa yang bikin saya happy. Menggusarkan ada la.

Oh Ms City, kenapa la kau tidak ter-kemek as soon saya payday hari tu. Boleh juga saya sedar diri untuk tidak habiskan duit pegi shopping. fine. Kau memang pandai cari masa sesuwai. Jangan harap ko kena kasi mandi sampai hujung bulan ni. haha. dasar pemalas jaga kereta.

Luckily saya tidak plan mo pegi mana-mana/ beli apa-apa sampai bulan November maka-nya the whole salary will go to you Ms City. Oleh itu, plan mo pasang accessories untuk kau cancel sama sekali. Tunggu lah nombor kau keluar saya menang jackpot baru la kita share kegumbiraan itu.

oklah..semakin gusar..
BYE!

Life's like that

2011-07-07T13:05:00.003+08:00

(Lorna, pinjam tagline blog kau.hehe)

Lets' story-story...

1. Long time ago when I was just a kid especially during primary school, we use to have a diary/autograph and they will ask their friends to write something in it. Konon ada ucapan, biodata, mau ada gambar lagi bah! There was one friend who wrote in my diary "jangan suka meninggi diri" to me. I was quite angry and ashamed that one of my close friend thought of me like that. Then I asked her why do you think so? She answered because when I got high mark (or the highest in the whole batch of students) for a certain subject, I tend to "brag" about it. I was like "WTF" (not literally) I told other people because they asked me what my result was. By the way, of course I am proud of my result. Kalau kau orang terpandai di sekolah kau, tidak kah kau bangga? But, I started to keep it to myself and learnt to say "boleh la, ok-ok la" whenever other people ask what my result was.

2. During my standard 6 (darjah 6), we were suppose to be busy to prepare for our UPSR. Honestly, I think I never really did any extra-study or revision throughout my primary 1-6. All I am interested is at decorating and cleaning my classroom to be the cleanest class every week. *haha* Then one day, during Kemahiran Hidup class I need help from a friend. She said to me "before I help you, tell me your secret to be so smart and clever." Adoi..if I tell her that I did nothing for my studies for sure she won't believe it. So, I just tell her the usual blah blah stuffs. Go for tuition, latih tubi blah blah totally just blahss. Little did I know,she bad talked me after we part ways to continue our secondary school. Saying that I wasn't that clever and smart and blah blah. But, I just say to myself "oh my, maybe you just don't have the same brain as mine".
p/s: I got straight A's for my UPSR but wasn't that excited. Happy yes, Thrilled no.

3. Then we move on to my secondary school. New place, new friends. I am trying to fit in into this new situation even though I do have 2 or 3 friends from my previous primary school. Un-happy-ly, an old friend told me that I am a hypocrite during my From 1. I was quite hurt that he told me that as we have been *old* friends. He explained that I tend to NOT tell the whole truth to other friends when the truth is very hurtful and sad. How am I not suppose to be a hypocrite when I just want to protect my friends' feeling? So much of telling a white lie. *sigh*

4. I always love Maths during my high school. I find it effortless to understand *mind you, strictly only during high school* and answer. My height was not that tall so I prefer to seat right in front of the teacher's table to get better view of the board other than it is easier for me to ask questions. During classes *Maths especially* we were always given this flow of learning. Teacher teach, then practice. There will be a lot of questions given some hard some easy. When my friends go to the front to ask guidance from the teacher and at the same time I have questions too, I tend to be very impatient waiting for the teacher to think how to solve the question. I will just somehow "help" the teacher to solve the question and continue on asking my question. Came to a time where my friends will ask me first then ask the teacher if I cannot solve it. Being in this awkward situation, I did feel that the teacher is not happy with me *being a person who helped her a lot*. So, she wrote in my report card *she was my class teacher in form 2* "inilah akibatnya jika and leka.tumpukan perhatian di kelas" when my overall marks just dropped few digits. *sigh sigh* like I care so much of my result.
p/s: I did put some effort for my revision for my PMR. Mind you, I did it the last minute. I still remember, when I was trying to do revision for a subject *forgot what subject* and it was only past 10pm. My dad warned me to sleep before 10pm but I still haven't finish so I ignored his warning. You know what he did? He switched off the main house switch to get me to sleep. I remembered being angry and said "saya tidak dapat A baru kau tau!". *sigh* I did manage to score straight A's.

So much of growing up. Having bitter memories that somehow shaped to into who I am now. Nevertheless, thank you for saying it to my face. I learned so much on life because of you.

Bye!

Emo-emo

2011-07-05T16:59:00.002+08:00

Hari ni saya emo betul. Pantang ada orang cakap pasal Ms. City injured terus saya rasa emo. Buat kerja pun tiada mood.

Ada juga perasaan saya yang saya ni bukan driver yang bagus. Baru beli kereta 4 bulan suda accident. Bukan tercalar saja, tapi kemek. Iya, malang tidak berbau bah tapi kita patut sudah sense yang something wrong will happen bah kan..

Honestly, saya rasa sungguh bodoh pergi pusing tu stereng sampai terlanggar tepi jalan. Bagus lagi saya break and stop bagi ja kereta *bodoh* tu masuk jalan and pandai-pandailah kereta dari main road(depan) tu agak apa yang terjadi dan slow down kan?

Paling menyakitkan jiwa bila orang cakap "ko tidak boleh tukar part yang kemek tu saja, mau tukar satu part *besar* tu". FYI, part yang perlu ditukar itu sangat besar. Dari bawah *part kemek* sampai belakang dan atas pintu.

Mau ja saya pasang side spoiler utk tutup ke-kemek-an tu. Harga side spoiler pun baru RM1800++ *pengsan, RM1800 boleh bawa saya jalan-jalan di Singapore sudah*. Imagine side spoiler kecil begitu pun RM1800, apa lagi part besar tu? *isk isk isk, nangis darah ni*

Ada juga perasaan mau biar ja tu kemek di sana as a reminder untuk drive bagus-bagus. tapi... Nanti lah fikir bila kurang emo sudah. The bf pun turun offshore nda dapat share ke-emo-an saya ni.

*emo emo emo*

BYE!

Random thoughts

2011-07-05T11:02:00.002+08:00

1. Memikir bagaimana mau hantar kereta tu pergi repair. OK. Belum lagi hantar pergi mana-mana workshop. I am thinking of sending it straight to Honda Centre tapi, mana lagi bagus ah? Kalau hantar pergi workshop, sama juga parts akan diambil dari Honda kan? (which I think that the 'kemek-ness' is beyond repair *read:ketuk-mengetuk, plastering and spraying back the kemek-ness* Tidak juga teruk sangat kalau tengok gambar but but but, melihat secara close-up I still think it's quite bad ni.

2. Memikir untuk tukar loan period kereta pegi 5 or 7 years. Pikir-pikir, menyesal juga ambil 9 years loan kereta. Rasa sangat lama ni just for a car that's worth RM62400.00. isk isk..kalau saya mampu bayar 2month loan repayment tu dalam 1 bulan gaji kenapa tidak terus ja pendekkan loan period tu kan? Sayang ja duit saya bayar interest banyak-banyak.

3. Memikir juga, kalau saya pendekkan loan repayment period kereta tu maka-nya savings untuk *ehem* kahwin eh, beli rumah tidak akan cukup-cukup dengan cepat. Sekarang ni kan kerajaan sibuk pasal "Skim rumah pertamaku". Teringin juga mo beli rumah soon..

4. Memikir juga untuk pergi jalan-jalan. Time umur sekarang ni la sesuai pergi melancong bergumbira. Teringin mau experience the 4 season dalam umur-umur begini. 20's kan masih energetic dan mampu. Tapi bila pikir, bila mau simpan duit untuk start investing on properties and also savings masa depan kan? isk isk...

5. Memikir juga untuk cari kerja yang *goyang kaki* relaks sikit. Gaji cukup-cukup untuk survive asal tidak stress kerja. Kan cita-cita saya ni simple saja. Mau jadi suri rumah berjaya. haha.. Tapi bila pikir lagi, pikiran ini menyebabkan point 1,2,3 dan 4 menjadi sangat tidak relevan lagi. hehehe...

BYE!

Unfortunate Event

2011-07-04T11:00:00.004+08:00

Pagi tadi saya drive pegi kerja seperti biasa. Cuma hari ini hujan agak lebat sikit la. Saya faham, semua orang mau laju-laju drive untuk avoid traffic jam pukul 7.40am tu. Tapi, jangan la tamak sangat di jalan raya tu. Kita kan share bayar untuk maintain tu jalan raya. Macam orang dulu-sekarang cakap "Kau ingat tu jalan raya bapak kau punya ka!".

So, bila kita mau masuk dari simpang pergi main road kita kena share juga la. Satu kereta dari simpang A masuk, then satu lagi dari simpang B masuk. Kan adil? Kita both pun dari simpang bah. Lain la simpang versus main road. Memang kereta dari main road menang. Bukan begitu ka undang-undang jalan raya?

I simplify my explaination dari lukisan saya la. Bear in mind, saya tiada degree in arts ok.

Ok. Sepatutnya, saya mau keluar dari simpang sebab saya nampak kereta A ada sikit jauh lagi. Tapi tengok-tengok kereta B pun mau keluar dari simpang dia. So, saya bagi chance la ni satu kereta sebab saya rasa kereta A masih jauh sikit and saya sempat keluar selepas kereta B keluar. After kereta B keluar, saya yang sudah halfway keluar dari simpang pun mau la keluar. Tapi bodoh sungguh kereta C yang tia dapat tunggu, dia pun keluar. And tu kereta C ambil more then 1 lane of the road untuk keluar. Saya panik sikit-sikit terus pusing stereng pigi tepi kiri sampai terdengar bunyi 'dug dug dug'. Nampak ka spot-spot merah di tepi simpang saya? Itu ialah road kerb yang agak tinggi. Habis tepi kereta saya. Huhu.. Ms City is not as gorgeous as before.

The damage yang hanya saya check after sampai office. Adui..pilu sungguh hati menengok. Nasib nda ter-menangis.

KEMEK.

BEFORE KEMEK.

Belum lagi hantar pegi workshop untuk minta ditengok-tengok dan direpair. Tunggu ada masa la dulu.. Haih, baru menyimpan duit sekarang keluar lagi. Nda tersimpan-simpan duit tu.

BYE!

Excuse me..

2011-07-03T22:03:00.001+08:00

Hua hua…berhabuk tebal sudah blog saya ni..Bukan apa, busy bah..

Sungguh boring kalau cakap pasal kerja kan.. So, I will skip all updates on work. Kita cerita ringan-ringan saja la ky?

Saya sudah membawa Ms. City balik KK. Penat pula perjalanan 5 jam tu.
Beg Cath Kidston sudah sampai dan dirasmikan pergi Miri hari tu. Sangat convenient sebab boleh jadi Beg Doraemon. Boleh masuk macam-macam bah.
Baru balik dari Miri after 1-1/2 day di sana. Wuwuwu… tidak puas. *Padahal tidak mau balik Labuan kerja*
Mega Sale is on!! Half gaji telah digunakan untuk shopping ya. Half!! Maka, makan maggi ja la ni bulan. Haha

I love flowers especially given when I just arrive in airports. :)

ahh… Life is a bliss without worries.

BYE!

Bumiputera or not?

2011-06-08T16:15:00.002+08:00

Being a bumiputera indeed has given me so much benefit. I am thankful for that.
I am able to get a schlorship for my degree (mind you, it is just enough to pay my Uni fees), having the privilege to pay lower interest loans and ... (trying hard to think what else a bumiputera is entitled of) and maybe a better chance to work in the government.

Having said that, I don't see why other people from other races are not given the equal right as we do. Being brought up and taught to be and deliver the best to excellent, I never see my self to lay back when competing with other non-bumi. I guess that in my mind, being a bumi or not is the same. I never think of taking chances of my privilege as a bumiputera. Honestly, I don't mind competing with the other races to get the schlorship, I don't mind paying the same interest rate (mind you, I think the banks did it on purpose to charge non-bumi higher rate to sort off protect the bumiputera status. How fair it is to pay more with less privilege given. Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga bah) and also I don't mind to NOT work for our current government. When you are given so much benefit, you tend to relax and take things for granted. If that keeps going on and on, do you think you will grow and develop to your fullest?

I see people as equal. I treat people equally. (If you are bad, I may not like you thus I may not treat you good and also I talk bad about you as you deserve it!) If you go to other countries, would you mind to be ill-treated and not treated equally as the fellow citizens? I know you will be thankful and happy if you do. That is what the non-bumis are feeling too.

Nah, I give you the definition of bumiputera according to Mr. Wiki
"In the book Buku Panduan Kemasukan ke Institusi Pengajian Tinggi Awam, Program Pengajian Lepasan SPM/Setaraf Sesi Akademik 2007/2008 (Guidebook for entry into public higher learning institutions for SPM/equivalent graduates for academic year 2007/2008), the Malaysian Higher Education Ministry defined bumiputra as follows, depending on the region of origin of the individual applicant[3]:

1.Peninsular Malaysia
"If one of the parents is Muslim Malay as stated in Article 160 (2) Federal Constitution of Malaysia; thus the child is considered as a Bumiputra" HOW ABOUT THE ORANG ASLI IN SEMENANJUNG?

2.Sabah
"If one of the parents is a Muslim Malay or indigenous native of Sabah as stated in Article 160A (6)(a) Federal Constitution of Malaysia; thus his child is considered as a Bumiputra"

3.Sarawak
"If both of the parent are indigenous natives of Sarawak as stated in Article 160A (6)(b) Federal Constitution of Malaysia; thus their child is considered as a Bumiputra" "

Am I scared of my privilege to be taken? I think so. But I still dislike the difference in the "status-quo". I guess I am ok given this privilege as a bumi, but never be arrogant about it. If other people are fighting for their right to want equality then let them. It's their fight and everybody deserve a fair judgement. Do you think when you die, God will differentiate people? No right?

I have my thoughts, you have yours. I am not sparking any fire here.

p/s: Please please, I am not creating any issue here. I am writing this with a light and warm heart.

BYE!

My first CK bag!!

2011-06-07T19:21:00.001+08:00

Actually I haven’t got it yet but my cousin in UK already received it. She said “so cantik” siapa tidak excited kan?

Cath Kidston bags are cheap if you don’t convert them from pounds to ringgit. Haha. So, I rather not convert them and just pay the price. This will maybe my one and only CK bag as I could not afford buying them ~~ALL!~~. It was so tempting to buy the travelling bags but it was way too expensive for me. So I’ll just choose one nice bag that I am able to fully utilise. In term of quality, I hope it will last long enough for me to be able to buy a new bag. hehe.

I choose the Messenger Bags knowing that it is a large size (enough for A4 files as said by my cousin) as it makes it easier to dump things in my bag. Very practical for travelling which allows me to put in things such as cameras, sweater, umbrella, etc.

It’s a Candy Flower Messenger bag which cost me 38pounds. plus 4.95 pounds for delivery within UK. It’s cheaper because the delivery outside of UK is 20 pounds difference of 15.05 pounds. Lucky my cousin is still there and she will be back on 12 June which makes the waiting short!

See you soon CK bag!!

Bye!

My say for the Unduk Ngadau State 2011

2011-06-07T14:02:00.001+08:00

After all these days, people are still talking about this. I wanted to have my own too.

But wait till I'm back from work. hehe..

soon!!

Unduk Ngadau 2011

2011-05-31T20:59:00.001+08:00

Congratulations to the winner!! You are indeed beautiful. The others are also “boleh tahan” but not everyone can be a winner kan?

The list of top 7 and winners accordingly:

1. Bo Tiza A. Disimon from Penampang,

2. Jovenea Jim from Tamparuli

3. Caroline Anthony from Tuaran

4. Sophie Angela from Ranau

5. Rachel M. A from Kota Kinabalu

6. Alvera Raymond from Sandakan

7. Adeline Joyce from Likas

Congrats to all !! =)

~~Naik harga la sumandak Penampang nih. =p~~

BYE!

Excuse me sir,

2011-05-31T15:36:00.001+08:00

Walaupun kau tu berpangkat lagi besar dari saya, kau tetap juga kuli bah.

Ini la ni, tinggi sikit ja tu pangkat sudah mau berlagak macam dia lah yang paling hebat. I know who you are. Tidak perlu mau tunjuk ketinggian power kau itu. If you want respect from other people, respect the other people too especially with how you treat and talk to them. Please start using the words “Can you?” or “Please help me…” or “It would be better if you..” and end everything that we did with a simple “Thank you”.

Let me tell you. ~~Example ok. Tiada kaitan dengan orang yang ditujui~~. I should be an engineer. A position which require you to lead your people. If I am to ask a person to do a work for me, I will never ask them by throwing few papers to them and expect them to give me exactly what I want without me explaining and guiding them for the whole process. That is not right.

Can you be a good leader? I doubt it. Even the way you talk irritates others what more liking you.

I hope one day you will come to your sense to treat people better. It’s always good to have someone slap you in the face to wake you up. Hey, it is for a good cause right? Everyone wants to be better in life. It’s time for you to change to be better.

~~Cerita ini tidak merujuk kepada kerja saya.~~

BYE

Stop Animal Abuse In Malaysia : Online Petition

2011-05-27T11:42:00.000+08:00

Dear animal lovers..
Please support this petition. They still need 46,000 signature by the end of this year.

Stop Animal Abuse In Malaysia : Online Petition: "

Animal abuse is increasingly rampant in Malaysia, with senseless abuses and killings by local councils and cold-blooded people. We must act NOW, and act FAST.

Let's play a role in stopping animal abuse and cruelty! We aim to collect 50,000 signatures ASAP and present it to our Prime Minister.

Please sign the joint online petition by leading Malaysian animal welfare NGOs, and show how much you care about the animals. Spread the word to your friends too.

Together, we can make a difference.

Sign Petition Now:
http://StopAnimalAbuse.PetFinder.my/

"

An animal lover,
FIONA

Duit itu Setan.

2011-05-25T21:24:00.001+08:00

Haha. Tajuk tiada kaitan dengan cerita hari ini.

Actually mau cerita pasal gaji. Tadi men-check akaun online. Agak terkejut juga tengok balance. Sudah masuk pula gaji. Hehe. Patut besok bah tapi mungkin dorang kesian sama orang yang mau celebrate Kaamatan sama Gawai.

Saya hairan la dengan gaji saya ni. Overtime bulan lalu tidak masuk tapi at least bulan Feb and March sudah masuk la. Itu pun lepas tidak masuk gaji bulan lalu. Mungkin ka selama ni saya fax forms tidak sampai-sampai pegi admin di Miri? Ini la yang susah betul office berjauhan. Meaning form cuti saya pun tidak sampai ka? haha. Tidak apa, kalau next month masuk dua bulan overtime gaji boleh mencecah RM 5k.. Syukur lah nak..

Kalau payday, banyak saja idea-idea datang ~~yang menghabiskan duit secepat mungkin.~~ Sedangkan time kerja hari-hari complain ini itu. Bukan senang cari duit tau. Kadang-kadang orang fikir saya ni bergaji besar kerja duduk kasi panas tu kerusi saja. Sorry ya..kerja macam kuli gaji ok-ok saja. Hari-hari badan saya sakit tukul simen tau.

Hurm. Nanti mau pegi spa di Karambunai Resort la buat body massage puas-puas.

Spend your money wisely ~~which you should save just for Malaysia Megasale in August. Come on!! Only 2 months left.~~ HAHA

BYE!

Indecisive

2011-05-15T17:20:00.001+08:00

Is that a word which mean “could not make decision”?

I am not sure whether I am going to go back KK for this holiday or not. If not, I will be quite bored staying in Labuan. In KK, my sister will not be there leaving me, mum and dad at home. It might be quite boring for me sometimes with only parents at home. Hihi. Well, my cousin Dominic will be there and also my friends right?

And also, I will be going to KK in Jun for my BFF’s engagement.

*sigh* If only I own a plane to travel whenever I want.

BYE!

Vote!

2011-05-08T17:22:00.001+08:00

This is my personal view on voting.

I do know that this is a divided decision among people. Some will say “buat apa la mengundi. Sama saja tu nanti”. Some will say “B* juga menang tu”. Some will say “Let’s make a change”.

Personally for me, I think I should vote. At least I try to do something. If I like the current government, I will try making them stay by voting them. If I hate them ~~hahaha~~ I will of course vote them out.

If you complain our country’s current situation sucks, what have you at least do to make a change? The most easiest thing to do is vote.

Would you like to complain on things you did not even try to do something?

This is my own personal view. You have yours. This is mine. ~~I am not disturbing your feelings right?~~

BYE!

It’s May already.

2011-05-07T20:25:00.001+08:00

And May I have some break please?

Haha. Memang. Suda plan mau ambil leave untuk 2 hari. Wee..harap di’approve ya bos?

Baru-baru ni, saya telah meng’privatekan FaceBook because I badtalked a lot of people. Yes. I do talk bad about people who deserve it. The bf has been advising me to not talk bad in FaceBook instead just say it in my blog but sometimes I just could not tahan. So, my FaceBook is in private mode now.

Okla. No mood complain pasal kerja because it *ucks. Haha.

Bye.

*shortnya update*

A simple question.

2011-04-30T21:24:00.001+08:00

I have a simple question after reading a lingerie promotion magazine for spring. The models are *of course* modelling bras and underwear, as usual it always zooms on their cleavage. It almost meant that being sexy is by having *if not must* cleavage.

OK fine. Let me get straight to the point. Haven’t you women ever ask, why do we need to wear bra since we are also wearing outer clothing which covers our boobs too?

Please ignore me if you think I am stupid to ever think this question. I have my thoughts and you have yours.

But do share your thoughts!!

BYE

My life so far

2011-04-30T16:02:00.002+08:00

Tajuk entri seperti - Hidup saya sangat jauh. But nope. The title actually means - Kehidupan saya setakat ini.

Bosan boring bosan. Sangat muak dengan kerja. Sometimes rasa mau muntah buat kerja ni. Mungkin sebab terlalu stress sebab tu rasa mau muntah + pening loya terhidu bau ammonia + sakit belakang sampai terbongkok-bongkok. OK. Itu sudah over.

Haish. Patutnya today balik KK ada kazen's engagement. I am so sure they are eating delicious food and karaoke like there is no tomorrow!! Me? uhuk..hantar si Vanny sama Daniel pegi terminal ferry ja la. bye bye gaman. Buat kerja la satu hari ni. and tomorrow, and tommorow...

But, one thing that makes me happy...my clothes have arrive!! wee...semangat pegi pos office tadi, maka ditinggalkan test itu running selama 1 jam without saya monitor. Apa saya peduli. hehehe.. Nantila malam saya test try *kalau muat*. huahuahua..

Setelah beberapa minggu ni saya bekerja saturang dengan kerja yang melambak-lambak, maka saya telah membuat keputusan besar dalam bekerja dengan Mr. Baker ni. I choose to resign from this position *kalau tidak di-kick-out* bila saya suda settle down. Aiseh..gete ja bunyi. Tidak bah..maksudnya bila saya ada family sendiri suda. Tidak la saya tengah menyusukan anak tiba-tiba kena call untuk buat urgent test kan?

Truthfully, this job is really demanding. Ok la. Masa saya single mingle ni boleh la. Tapi nanti, uhu...duduk rumah jaga anak saja la. Paling-paling, buat cupcakes ja. =) *another hint there*

Bah, "puding" sya suda siap mungkin tu. Atau "kek simen" saya suda boleh dimakan.

Happy weekend and enjoy your holiday!!

BYE!!

I just lurve to travel!!

2011-04-24T17:11:00.001+08:00

I lurrrvee travelling. Bring me to anywhere, and I will say yes! yes! yes!! I have so many places that I have in mind.

I guess getting married have to wait. haha.

I want to visit Korea in winter.
I want to visit the UK/US in spring.
I want to visit China in summer.
I want to visit Australia in autumn.

So far, I have been to all around Malaysia except Perlis? and Kelantan. But, Langkawi is a place that I must visit soon. Also, I have been to Bangkok, Manila, Brunei, Japan. Oh. Still a lot of places to cross from the world map.

Travelling isn’t cheap. Even going back to KK cost me almost RM300 for my flight. So doing some maths, going back to KK for 10 times equals to RM3000 which is enough for me to travel to Korea. ~~and now I realise it took my one month salary with that.~~

Soooo, ~~in case of no emergency~~ I will only go back KK using ferry and bus, or driving back. So it will only cost me RM50 to and fro. Travel wisely Fiona!!

Owww..I just want to save my money for travelling. Shopping have to wait in another 5years!! ~~haha..as if..~~

So, who’s with me? Buzz me if you’re interested. We may become travel partner ^_^

BYE!!

Complicated me

2011-04-23T19:44:00.001+08:00

I am such a complicated person that when you think you know me, well I can be much different than what you know. It sucks because I wanted people to know and understand me but I can never make them to.

This week probably I have been totally depress. Yes. Now I know what and how depression is about. I am starting to think that I have this BIPOLAR sickness ~~and still thinking whether I should go public with is like Demi Lavato did.~~ In a while I am in this happy mood and next, I can be a FIONA-ZILLA going crazy and then I can go into crying crying and endless crying.

After a day of taking some break, I can finally come to my consciousness that I am a total bitch when I act up. Well, it’s not that I want to but with all the stress coming in a shot I just could not handle it.

This shows how pathetic I am.

And probably my worse or best Holy week. This week teaches me so much courage and determination and most important faith. I did not attend all 3 service of Holy Thursday, Good Friday and Easter Vigil but I really hope I can attend Easter Day.

Ok. Not so much on my ~~sad~~ life now.

Have a blessed Easter!

Expecting the worse

2011-04-22T08:43:00.002+08:00

In some situation when you have doubts in the decision you have made, you can expect the worse thing to happen.

For example like me. Making the decision promptly (maybe with only 1 or 2 days of thinking properly)to attend Good Friday and celebrate Easter in Miri is not a success at all!!

Well, earlier I had asked my collegue if he is ok with me to not standby working for that day and he said "should be ok". So I bought my flight tickets (that can buy me a Roxy handbag). It turns out the other way round. 360 degrees. It was totally not ok because instead he is still in Miri. Today(Good Friday) is a holiday in Miri, I wonder what is he doing there since he cannot do any of his work-related activities there. Oh maybe, pusing-pusing Bintang or Boulevard la kan? I'm not talking bad about him, it is just annoying me when that's what I suppose to do.

I am so tired right now, both my mind and body. Working alone dealing with all these work and stress. This line of work demands so much from their workers. Yes, the pay maybe good (but other company do offer higher) and while I am happy with my RM3k salary, I am just exhausted. I'm am not bragging on my salary (as I mention, other company do pay higher so there is no need to brag), but comparing money with other jobs that I can do of course this is good money. HOWEVER, on your behalf they do expect so much from you.

Can I plan a vacation, no I cannot. Can I plan for my leave, no I cannot. Can I buy my flight tickets to KK for next week, no I cannot. So if ever I want to fly, better to buy a day before flying. WTF with the expensive price. Got tired of burnt tickets already.

Some people have this mind set that working in an oil and gas company is the best job. Money wise, well...you can say so. But with that, we do not goyang kaki at all. We are working hard to earn it.

Blah blah blah...too much blahss here.

*sigh* I suppose to be reaching Miri now and I am in this dreaded office.

Have a blessed day.

Please la..

2011-04-18T13:21:00.002+08:00

Please la be mature in your work. Just because you are not paid as you want, doesn't mean you can just do what you like. You are only causing trouble to other people. Because someone else have to pick up everything you left. It feels like shi* to be queried on jobs that you did not complete. If you just don't like what you are doing, just resign. The company is better off without people like you.

Please la. We love our job but you are making it like a living hell.

We may not say it right to your face because we respect you for being a senior. But act as an example not a pain on our a$$. You might think that all of us are ok with you but, nehhh.. we are talking behind your back. YES. You deserve to be talked about.

Okla. Stop grumbling Fiona.

Work work work

BYE

The Ride

2011-04-17T10:45:00.001+08:00

After so long ~~baru mau show off~~.. Happy to have my own ~~minus membayar hutang every month.~~

BYE!

How to be better at cooking

2011-04-16T15:51:00.001+08:00

I used to be very bad at cooking that I refuse to cook at home because the family may not eat what I cooked. But since I start living in my university’s hostel and in my own ~~rented~~ house now, I need to cook foods that I want to eat rather than going to restaurants ~~minus when I am so lazy to cook.~~

My sister is a good cook. She can turn some yucky raw food into yummy dish. She asked me before, “what do you need when you cook?” Well, obviously I answered RAW INGREDIENTS FOR YOU TO COOK. She say NO. You need determination to make the food good. ~~I kindda argued with her because I insist you need something to cook to produce food to eat.~~

So now, everytime I cook I will start to have this imagination of how it will tastes. And ~~with experience and passion~~ your cooking will taste good even it is your first time doing it.

Now, let me share my 1st time doing mashed potato. Simple food right? Baby steps guys..baby steps..

Serves 3

Ingredients:

2 large potato skinned and slice thinly, 1cup milk, 1 teaspoon butter, blackpaper

First, boil together plain water and the potato. I slice it thinly so it will be cooked softly faster. Then remove the leftover water. Continue to boil the potato with milk until the milk is reduce. Then mashed potato until you will get a soft consistency with little milk left. Secret ingredient. One small teaspoon of chicken stock. Mix it together and add the butter. Let the butter melt and by this time you should get a soft mashed potato that you imagined earlier. Add the blackpaper and mix it all together. For me, I add a little bit of cheese. I choose Cheesedale. Maybe just half slice of less. And it’s done!! It’s so easy and better than buying the packet mashed potato sold in shops.

Ok..happy trying friends!!

BYE!

You and I are not the same

2011-04-15T10:28:00.004+08:00

You and I are born in different era.
You and I are raised in different ways.
You and I are have travelled through different journey.
You and I have different perspective in life.
You and I have different mind and thoughts.
You and I judge things differently.
You and I have different needs and dreams.

You and I are just not the same.

And I will appreciate if you will just support me in everything I do.
I am old enough and I need to start walking my own way of life now. If I fall along my way, I need to learn to stand up on my own. This is a part of growing.

Every people has their own story of life. I would like to write mine with my own pen.

This week..

2011-04-12T21:35:00.001+08:00

I’ll be super duper busy. And I am trying to finish all work the latest at 7pm everyday. And also I am planning to go work tomorrow at 6am? Pekerja cemerlang ~~gemilang terbilang~~ sungguh.

Why la segala testing and paperwork datang last minit at evening and want it urgently. Bila ada yang tidak puas hati with the testing, salahkan kami, well me directly because I am alone running the lab for this whole week. SYABAS company tersayang because hantar my collegue for training.

Dear engineers,

Please note that I am just starting to get a hang with what I am currently doing and still am catching up with the slow tempo and rhythm that was set earlier. Once I am used to it, I will increase it gradually and ALLEGRO!! you will get everything even before you request it. Just please company tersayang, send me another partner for me. I am alone dealing with 4 ongoing rigs plus the reports and reports which I need to do ~~and some are not even my job to do.~~

Have you cried before when doing works alone? I did for my first time. Congratulations fiona.

I should be sleeping right now. Remember,? need to go work at 6am.

BYE!!

What makes a person blog during work hours

2011-04-11T18:13:00.002+08:00

1. Boredom
2. Too excited to share some news
3. Filling up some free time (like not going out for lunch)
4. Need to de-stress from work a little while before returning to stress mode.
5. .....

how about you? blogging during work hours?

Updates

2011-04-11T11:43:00.002+08:00

Currently in the office trying to pass off my need to eat (more to cravings) even though I am not that hungry. Hopefully I can ignore the cravings for another hour.

My room now is around 80% done with some few things that I need to add. Can't wait to collect my rattan mat (tikar) from Miri. Yes. By hand. which means I am going to Miri for Easter. wee.. Dear teh 'c' ping special, kolo mee, laksa and marveles bun please wait for me!!

blah blah.. my car is so dirty that you will not believe it is just 2 months old. Yeah. Happy 2 months old City. We have journey'ed together for 1050km. I'm am so proud of you that your need less pampering and fuel. Keep up the good work. =)

Ok bye.

What makes a person in FB look stupid

2011-04-08T14:46:00.001+08:00

Copied this article from Yahoo.

10 STUPID THINGS PEOPLE DO ON SOCIAL MEDIA.

By Fazilah Abdul Gaffa for Yahoo! Singapore

Social media is named aptly so because it's a tool to be social. Unfortunately, there are many amongst us who do the most inane things on Facebook and Twitter that makes you roll your eyes, drop your jaw and sometimes is downright pathetic.

1.People who think their every movement should be announced.
We know you're bored whilst sitting on the toilet. But maybe, instead of tweeting about your bowel movements today, as you always do, maybe you should read about what's happening in the world on Yahoo! News for a change. Likewise, we don't need to know how much milk your "hardworking breasts" lactated for your newborn. True story!

2. People who change their relationship statuses every other week.
Make up your mind - are you single? Are you in a relationship? Is it complicated? It's not too hard

3. People who are in a relationship with their BFF
You might think its so kawaii to be in a relationship with your girlfriend, because you are best friend forever- its NOT! Grow up.

4. Setup Facebook accounts for your 2-year-old kid, or worse, your dog!
We'd like to see the day your dog gets trained to log on to his own Facebook account.

5. Woe is me statuses.
You know those people - ‘my life sucks because my daddy doesn't want to get me a yacht for my birthday' or ‘this is the worse day of my life because my husband cancelled on dinner because he had to work to support my extravagant lifestyle.' Suck it up and stop.

6. Adding People You Don't Know
We're not sure what it is - to up your ‘friends' numbers or to seem like you're friends with the cool kids. When you add somebody, a pop up screen comes on telling you that you should "only send this request if you know him or her personally." How do people miss this disclaimer?

7. Write on a Facebook Wall instead of communicating privately
The driving force behind the success of Facebook is...vanity. People love the idea that others are watching what they're doing. But seriously! We don't need to know what names you call your boyfriend and what you're planning to do to him tonight.

8. Tagging drunken pictures of your friends
Yes, it's funny. But chances are, his boss and his mother are also on Facebook. You don't want to go out for a big one on a weeknight, have to call in sick for work the day after only to have your boss tell you that he's already seen photos of you sh*tfaced crawling in the gutter on Facebook. If you don't want that to happen to you, don't do it to your friends.

9. Children on Facebook
Facebook bans 20,000 kids from their site everyday, and we're glad this is done. Parents need to be more diligent with policing their children on social media, and they should be educated on social media etiquette in school. Sexual predators are nothing to joke about.

10. Animal Farms and Fish Tanks
I have a job, I don't want to feed virtual sheeps. You need to get off your computer and get a life.

It's still early April

2011-04-07T09:09:00.002+08:00

...and I'm broke. Like (not) totally. But, yeah. consider it as TOTALLY BROKE.

I spent so much on things that I need and don't need.

So, proudly will show you off the things I that I spent my money on (without pictures, will be uploaded soon. maybe)

1. My Car. Well, ini cerita lama. Bought it since March but haven't got the chance to bergaya-ly showing it off. Belum lagi bawa pusing kampung. haha.

2. My new furnitures in my room. My empty room now look better with some furnitures. I only manage to buy a bed with comfortable mattress, cupboard and small side desk.

3. A long-time-lusted new handphone. Finally, after a year of just dreaming I bought myself a (still) trusted Nokia E72. I really cannot tahan my old Sony phone with so many keypad rosak.

4. A BabyPhat Sunglass. Call this as an impulse need. Saw the BF buying his sunglass and I don't want to kalah, bought myself one too. Haha.

With all these things that I bought, I still manage to do online shopping (duh) and some not-needed stuffs.

Call me a money-waster. All this in a month's salary (minus the car of course) and yeah. I'm broke.

I Blame You!!

2011-04-05T10:22:00.004+08:00

I blame you because:

1. I never get to update my blog often with cute pictures and better topics. Instead I'm here talking craps since you started giving me problems.

2. I never get to update my Facebook status. Maybe my status has never changed since 1 or 2 months ago. *sigh* but my life is pratically the same with no updates.

3. I never knew that my friends graduated last week (was it?) and I miss wishing and giving them flowers!! Sorry friends..

4. I never get to know my friends updated status. Single, in a relationship, married, divorced? OR get to see their beautiful and cute pictures and I miss them so much. Oh, what do you know about friendship. You only compete with others with your own race. Making friends just to get more and more money.

5. I never get to see my sisters' update pictures of my cute doggies. You just don't know how much I miss my dogs. Oh, I guess you only like white birds. sparrow perhaps?

Dear you! I have settled all my debts from you and you still choose to hold grudges on me? Fine. I'll talk to your little elves to end this once and for all and I just hope you will stop making my life miserable. I guess THE POWER IS NEVER IN MY HANDS.

Bekerja OT

2011-03-25T19:36:00.003+08:00

Sekarang rasa mau jadi gila sudah hari-hari OT. Bukan ada kerja mau buat pun. "saja" mau OT. Bukan "saja" tapi terpaksa sebab ada yang mau OT. Tapi kalau hari-hari, boleh jadi gila.

SAYA MAU BALIK!!

Kepayahan Mencari Duit

2011-03-23T17:24:00.003+08:00

Baru sekarang ada kesedaran yang mencari duit dengan cara baik bukan senang. Rasa susah saja hati mau belanja duit gaji suka hati. Bukan macam masa belajar dulu, suka-suka habiskan duit yang kena bagi. Seribu dibagi sebulan, seribu habis dalam sebulan. Nah. Sekarang, rasakan kesusahan mau cari tu duit.

Tiba-tiba rasa mau shopping menghabiskan duit itu teda lagi. Hanya fikir mau beli benda-benda penting and settle bayar sewa sama kereta saja. Makanya, kalau kamu-kamu-kamu ingin minta belanja dari saya, saya akan fikir 2,3,4,5 kali samada saya mau belanja ka tidak. hehe.

Tengok lah sampai mana niat mau berjimat dan menyimpan duit itu ada. hihi. Bagus la bah kan mau menyimpan duit ni. Mana tau ada rezeki ada rumah sendiri. Boleh pakai tu simpanan untuk bayar sikit-sikit. ataupun boleh lah cepat sikit kahwin. aish. gatal juga mau fikir kahwin ni.

itu ja la mo ditulis. Lastly pesan untuk diri sendiri cukup la tengok-tengok website online shopping tu.

p/s; Mau gaji suda ni. =p

BYE!

Online Banking

2011-03-17T11:57:00.001+08:00

warning: post ini post yang teda-teda bah. tiada isi dan informasi yang berguna untuk kamu.

Manusia selalu mau jalan yang senang. Contohnya, daripada drive pergi opis, kalau boleh work from home. Daripada angkat buntut pergi kencing di toilet, bagus ada lubang tandas di sebelah ~~maka sediakan tampoi.~~ Daripada susah-susah masak di rumah, bagus minta delivery makanan. Daripada susah-susah saya bersihkan rumah, bagus hire orang gaji ja. Daripada susah-susah saya pakai baju, bagus saya telanjang ja. Ai, terlebih suda pula.

Tapi betullah kita ni mau benda yang senang ~~simple~~ ja. Makanya, daripada susah-susah drive pegi bank, bagus buat segala payment through online. Sekarang, most bank encourage customer dorang buat payment sendiri-sendiri. Contohnya, mau cash cek guna cek machine. mau deposit cash guna cash deposit. mau buat payment loan guna atm machine. ~~mungkin sebab dorang malas mo melayan kerja remeh-temeh itu atau management mau cut cost bayar pekerja ni.~~ So, since bukan semua orang ada the time untuk selesaikan segala urusan ~~plus berat buntut mo angkat~~, maka the banks pun so intelligent to introduce online banking.

Contoh baik online banking ni ialah Cimb Clicks or Maybank2u. I myself ada Cimb Clicks tu tapi sorry, I lupa username and my password. And I already re-set it back due to my ke-lupa-an. And I lupa lagi balik. Hebat ka tidak hebat tu?

Panjang pula melalut ni. Apa kata kita timbangkan kebaikan dan ketidak baikan online banking ni.

KEBAIKAN

Nda payah susah-susah driving pegi bank. Sungguh menjimatkan masa dan tenaga dan minyak.
Payment boleh dibuat pada jam 1pagi, 2pagi, 3pagi, 4pagi ikut suka hati kita.
Part paling best, mau online shopping sungguh mudah!!

KEBURUKAN

Susah mau trace balik duit hilang ~~digunakan~~ untuk bayar apa.
Duit akan cepat habis ~~kerana nafsu shopping melonjak-lonjak bila nampak benda best.~~
Security kurang jaminan yang payment dibuat ATAU ada orang lain pakai akaun kita.
Tidak sedar simpanan jadi RM 0.00 sebab kesyokkan klik-klik.

Post ini akan tamat ABRUPTLY kerana saya sedar ~~dan perlu berfikir lagi~~ bahayanya activate CIMB Clicks saya. ~~Tapi, saya akan mengalami adrenalin rush bila melawat blog blog jual barang-barang best. Bila la ia akan berakhir.~~

BYE!

I’m still alive

2011-03-15T10:45:00.001+08:00

Haha.. Tajuk tu bagai saya ditimpa ~~kemalangan~~ masalah besar saja. Tapi tidak. Saya cuma busy menyesuaikan diri di Labuan setelah meninggalkannya hampir 5 tahun.

Well, ke-tidak-aktif-an saya di Facebook adalah kerana bil internet sudah maksimum dan saya belum membayar bil itu ~~hampir 3 bulan.~~ Ke-tidak-dapat-bayar-an saya itu adalah kerana saya pokai membayar segala benda yang saya perlu beli. erti kata lain POKAI sudah.

FYI, aiseh. Saya baru move into my house here in Labuan yang saya kira sungguh bertuah dapat rumah yang comel dan sewanya murah. Bilik saya pun cukup besar tapi kosong. Since saya telah menggunakan simpanan dan gaji saya untuk membayar downpayment kereta. wah wah wah? Downpayment kereta? Iya. Saya telah mempurchase ~~dengan hutang kepada bank~~ sebuah kereta yang boleh la untuk kegunaan pegi keja ~~sambil berfoya-foya.~~ Saya telah memilih Honda City sebagai pilihan hati walaupun banyak kereta lagi lawa tapi saya tidak mampu menanggung hutang yang banyak. hehe.

Well, kereta settle now my room. Betul-betul empty room. Harus membeli katil, meja, almari dan lain-lain lagi. Haish..tunggu la gaji masuk dulu.

Okla. Malas mau tulis sebenarnya. Jari terkepit tadi. hehe

BYE

A message for you.

2011-03-02T18:36:00.001+08:00

Guess what. I’m writing this in my office. How can I have so many time to blog? Well, this lab is a bit different from the previous lab that I worked at. Quite care-free here ~~with so many time to play games and nobody gives a hell what you are doing.~~

Ok. Suppose to say ~~complain~~ about this thing here. Which I have experienced so many times and I am sure some of you actually experienced it before.

Throughout my years in school, I admit that I am not surrounded by multi-culture and race. There are probably 10 Muslims, 3 Indians and 20 other Chinese I meet as schoolmates in 9 years of studies. The rest are fellow Sabahans Bumiputera. Then in my matriculation, I slowly started to mixed with other people but I still stay within my own circle of friends.

The “Culture Shock'” that I experienced is probably during my first few months of studying abroad in Semenanjung Malaysia. There are people, (well most of them) who are really being closed in their own circle ~~of life.~~ So, basically they will talk in their own language that other people may not understand. Even in a study group, they will talk as if other people understand them. But sorry. We don’t. How do deal with them? Tell them off that I don’t understand anything about what they are talking about. If sometimes, they might not realise that they started talking their own ~~alien~~ language, I just ignore them. Then when they expect me to do something, I will not do anything as SORRY I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING. My friends in Uni years are great. They understand that our group is a mixture of people, so they try to communicate well so that everyone understand each other.

Well, in my working days NOW I am dealing with the same type of people only that this time they know I don’t understand a thing on what they are talking about and worse, they keep going going going on with it. And I so dislike it. being a new person working, I need to know everything that is going on but sadly, I don’t. which is like *hit. How to tell people who already know about it but still don’t care?

Well, I’ve been thinking. There are few option for me.

1. Ignore them. Just play games.

2. If they are busy doing works, just let them do. Why? Because I don’t know what is going on and they don’t even bother to call me to explain on what need to be done.

3. When they talk, just keep quite and show NO interest on what they are talking about.

Sometimes, ignorance is a bliss. I should practice to ignore more here. Not understanding a thing with makes me feel stupid. Rather than feeling stupid, better ignore. Say la I pemalas ka, not interested ka? but sorry. it’s not me. it’s you.

If there are people reading this, then good. I may not need to say it to your face. Instead I am so thankful that you finally understand what I am feeling.

Thank you very much for reading. Not hard feelings just please. be professional in working.

BYE!

Busy bah Saya ni

2011-02-21T20:10:00.001+08:00

I will be a bit busy until next week as I have lots of things to attend to.

Few updates on what I will be doing in a week.

Tuesday – Work as usual but the Big Boss is coming to check ~~kepoh~~ in our lab. Plus will be busy preparing my final presentation.

Wednesday – Need to present on my overall training in Kemaman. Then, in the evening need to pack and leave to KL.

Thursday – In KL for the Mr. Baker orientation. One whole day so ~~cannot shopping~~ will be tired.

Friday – Early morning will be going back to Labuan. Reach in afternoon terus report duty in Labuan. Meaning, start working already.

Saturday – Going back KK in the morning. Pack my things to Labuan

Sunday – Going back to Labuan again. Sei..

Monday? Work as usual.

cittt..

BYE!

Rojak Buah and Maggi Goreng

2011-02-19T09:30:00.001+08:00

Semalam saya bermimpi aneh. Bukan lah aneh sangat tapi ada dua mimpi dalam satu malam.

Saya tidur selepas habis American Idol around 12am+. Mau tidur awal sebab balik dari kerja almost 8pm tapi nda dapat tidur. Saya pun tidak tau kenapa. Penat tu penat juga tapi tidak lalu untuk tidur.

Lepas saya menidurkan diri, saya pun bermimpi pasal rojak buah. Time tu saya di Donggongon dengan kakak saya membeli sayur-mayur. Then terjumpa bahan-bahan untuk rojak buah seperti jambu air, nenas, timun dan mangga. Paling lucu masa mencari mangga tu. Mula-mula saya mau pegi beli di satu aunty cina sebab mangga dia lawa sikit. Sekali depan aunty cina tu nenek (yes, nenek saya sendiri) ada menjual mangga juga. ~~Terpaksa~~ saya beli mangga dia yang nda seberapa lawa. hehe. Sesudah membeli buah-buahan tu, kami pun balik rumah. Malam-malam gitu baru kazen-mazen kami buat tu rojak buah. Alamak, rupanya lupa beli kacang sama kuah rojak buah tu. Nasib baik kacang ada cuma kuah tu teda. Mau drive pegi beli, tapi semua orang malas. Akibatnya, kami makan rojak buah berkuahkan kicap dan kacang.

Kenapa boleh mimpi rojak buah ah? Mungkin sebab saya mau makan buah-buahan yang kena jual di ‘The Store’ yang kebetulan sama dijual dengan buah-buahan yang dalam rojak buah tu. Kicap tempat jual buah tu pun sedap. Baiklah, nanti saya pegi beli.

Lepas first mimpi tu, saya terbangun sekejap. Then tidur balik. Lepas tu, saya bermimpi lagi. Saya and the bf berada di rumah. Conversation:

the GF: Tolong masak maggi untuk saya.Sana tu maggi. Taruh (letak) telur ah. Sedap tu kalau ada telur.

the BF: Satu biji telur ka?

the GF: Iya. Tapi buang yang kuning. Yang putih ja. Lepas masak, goreng tu maggi.

Terus call the BF lepas mimpi maggi. haha. Ingat detail lagi pasal buang telur kuning. Mungkin kah saya mimpi ni sebab hari-hari saya tengok packet maggi tu di restoran di bawah? Baiklah, nanti saya pegi beli.

Hebat kan mimpi dua menu makanan yang berbeza dalam satu malam. Menunjukkan ke-gondoot-an saya mau makan macam-macam.

Mungkinkah saya mimpi makanan ini sebab saya ~~refuse~~ malas makan dinner semalam?

oklah. eh, gambar maggi goreng jap.

BYE!

It’s Valentine’s Day Baby ~

2011-02-13T21:06:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is 14th February.

It’s

Valentine’s Day!

So sad could not celebrate it with anyone.

It’s ok. Valentine’s Day is everyday!

So, from both of us “HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY”

Work work work for tomorrow. Die la…

BYE!

Interview with Ranhill WorleyParsons

2011-02-11T19:09:00.001+08:00

People who are attending interview would google any information about the interview hoping that they are people who actually share information about it. Just like me. Well, if it helps you why don’t I blog about it?

I have attend an interview with Ranhill WorleyParsons in November last year. Those who do not know what kind of business this company is doing, better google it.

I have sent out my resume in late September and got called for an interview in late October. I requested for a ‘phone interview’ as the company’s HQ is in KL. The HR was kind to even try to get me a phone interview. But, knowing that it is quite hard to get a phone interview, I agreed to go to KL with my own expenses.

Actually, I did not applied for a specific position in that company. I was hoping to be considered for a non-engineering position as I know I am NOT excellent in structural or design part. Unluckily, I got the interview for the ‘Structural Engineer’ position. But still, I want to give it a try. So, off I go flying to KL ~~while doing some shopping~~.

On the day of the interview;

First, when you enter the building you must get your pass to enter the offices. Make sure to get the correct lift as there are 2 lifts which brings you to different level/floor. Then, when you reach the office you need to fill up a form. After filling up the form, you may need to go to their other office which is just below their receptionist office. Then, the HR/Recruiter will meet you to prepare all documents and also to give you some tips on the interview.

Now, the part you would like to know. The question

1. Yes. General question which is; tell me about yourself. Be prepared to tell interesting stuffs about you and emphasized on how smart you are.

2. Do you have any knowledge on offshore structure? Did you attend any classes?

3. If you are a girl, then the interviewer will compare you to a guy. Can you do better than a guy?

4. Make sure your exam result is excellent as most of their Engineers are first class student in their degrees. If you are not one of them, just like me, prepare solid answers ~~not like me just blabbing~~ as the interviewer will again compare you to them.

5. Are you ready to really work hard as the job is not easy? Please say you are willing to work hard.

Those are the questions. It might sound short, but my interview was 1 hour+++. I got so lucky that I have 5 friends from UTM working there. So the interviewer ask one of my friend to bring me around the office to see how is their working environment. Everybody in the office is serious doing their work. Very Serious.

I think that’s all I’m going to blog. There are some things which I am not suppose to say here so I’ll keep it in my own mouth.

Did I get the job? I’m not sure. I called them telling I won’t be considering to join them before they called ~~or not called me~~ to tell I got it or not.

Now, I’m with Mr. Baker which I can say is what I suppose to be working with. =)

Hope this entry does gives you some infos. Good luck with your interview!

BYE

This must be blogged..

2011-02-09T22:18:00.001+08:00

very very very short update.

Today was my first time working at night with some urgent matter that need to be done in the lab. Thank you Mr. Customer for that 2 hours of extra time.

Need to take my dinner/supper now.

BYE!

Berita tidak syok

2011-02-08T20:39:00.001+08:00

Oh mai..

Seems like my wish to go back Labuan this week tidak akan jadi. Received an email saying I will only go back after the tender process in complete. So unlucky for me this tender thingy is happening right now.

Fine.

I’m just so socially depress right now. Having no friends and family here makes me feel so pathetic. Dealing with a lot of situation is just so exhausting.

Ok bai. I am going to deal with this feeling.

BYE!

Of Doggies and Me

2011-02-06T19:39:00.001+08:00

I’m a dog lover. Currently missing my dogs especially the new addition to the family which is Galang. Currently, I have 8, yes EIGHT dogs at home. I lost one who passed away while I am here, at Kemaman. Adie who has been with the family since 1999 died of old age and a ruptured cancer on her breast. I know, even if I bring her to the vet they would advise to put her to sleep as she is too old for a surgery. She was 12 years old and equivalent to 84 years old of human age. The oldest dog that I ever had was Rex who died last year at the age of 13 years old. It was sad to see Adie sick but she never showed that she was in pain whenever I am with her. *sobs* I miss them a lot.

I do not have all of their pictures here. I think I have but the pictures are all spread in my hardisk ~~which I am too lazy to find.~~ I love my dogs. They have a long history with me. I don’t mind having many dogs I think I am good in handling them minus when they started to hide when it’s bathing time and when they refuse to eat their food. ~~such a pain in my ass~~

Once in KML, I ‘saved’ some puppies life who were actually trapped in a sump. It was very early in the morning and it was drizzling. I was just awake to get ready for my classes when I heard puppies wailing. The wailing goes on and on and I just couldn’t stand it. I walk across the field towards the drain nearby the jungle which is behind my block D. Then I saw 3 puppies in the sump. Surely they could not escape as the sump was rather high. I pulled them out one by one but the last puppy seemed afraid of me. It was blind! No wonder he could not see ~~a cute girl~~ someone is trying to help them. I never told anyone about this incident except my room mates and few close friends. I was surprised when recently someone told me the story of a good samaritan going up to the jungle side to save some puppies and ~~amazingly~~, it was me! someone did noticed. And every Friday, I will buy a packet of rice with ‘ayam masak kicap’ to feed the black dog who likes running around ~~like mad~~ in our block.

And I do talked to dogs. People say I’m crazy talking to dogs as if they understand a word I’m saying. Let me tell you this, if the dog loves you it can understand your ~~crap~~ talking. If you think they don’t understand you, well then you are not loved by them! haha..

Enough with words. I would like to show ~~off~~ Galang to you.

Still a ~~naughty~~ puppy

Galang during Christmas.

Becoming such a handsome dog.

This is Galang with AhPing. Galang’s ~~crazy~~ best friend.

That’s all.

p/s: Share you doggy experience with me. I love to hear doggy stories! =)

BYE!!

My Belated 2011 Wish List

2011-02-05T11:34:00.001+08:00

I know I am so behind to finally come up with what I should achieve this year.

Let’s re-cap back on what I have achieved last year. Firstly, I have completed my degree and graduated ~~with so many flowers.~~

And I am finally employed by a company which I always wanted to work with. Now I can earn my own living without depending on anyone again ~~and spend it as I want because it’s my money~~. This year, what should I achieve?

1. Owning my first car which will be soon for me to go to work and berjoli. I’m planning to get a cute car ~~just like me.~~

2. Drop 4 kilos and maintain it this year. Seriously. Or I will look like a fat teddy bear in my coverall. The plan is to drop 1 kilo in 3 months. In 5 years time, I will lose 20 kilos. See? Long time resolution. No need for Marie France. =)

3. Saving up for my trip out of SEA. Haven’t decide where to go yet. Hopefully *fingers cross* it will be somewhere where there are snow so I can build snowman.

Well, three resolutions are enough. as I doubt myself to have so much macam hangat-hangat tai ayam.

BYE!

Love Conquers..

2011-02-04T20:12:00.001+08:00

I just read Angel’s blog about a picture in Egypt that was taken by Nevine Zaki.

The picture shows Christians linked hands to protect their Muslims friends while they are performing their solat. Isn’t it just beautiful?

We are all the same. Our blood are all the same red color ~~even I think my blood is darker almost black.~~ As Angel said, acknowledge the differences but emphasive the similarities. ~~You like KFC, I also like KFC, I love shopping, you also love shopping.~~

Well, let’s pray for the people in Egypt.

BYE!

Giving my best to the society

2011-02-04T15:35:00.001+08:00

In my Uni year, I was quite active in my social responsibility towards the needy. Other than having tons and tons of fun, I get to learn and experience a lot of new things. Sadly, I am not that active anymore since I’ve finished and left Johor. I still am looking foward to all these in the future as it gives me some sense of satisfaction and happiness.

Beware of lots and lots of pictures!

Life is sure a bliss.

BYE!

Perempuan VS Lelaki

2011-02-04T10:44:00.001+08:00

Ada lelaki yang pantang kena cabar perempuan. Dia mau dia saja yang lebih dari segalanya. Menjengkelkan betul. Imagine in a country ruled by a female PM, pasti kalau ada para lelaki begini dorang terjun dalam perigi tu.

Well, story hari ni bukan pasal lelaki menjengkelkan but about the equality in both gender. Do you believe in gender equality? Have you ever been sex~~ually~~ discriminated? Many people say that it is not gender discrimination but the realization that there are certain things that guys can do and ladies cannot and vice versa. Example, guys can carry 100kgs of loads but ladies can only carry their shopping bags. :) not a very good example there.

Let sort this out in few aspects.

Career Wise – Ladies should only do secretarial or clerical works while the guys be the big boss.
Higher Education Level – Nowadays, there are more ladies in Universities *well, in my Uni previously*. Some parents said that only guys need to further their study as they will have a family to support. So the ladies should stay at home and learn to cook ~~MAGGI MEE~~.
Building a Family – Wives should stay at home taking care of the home while the husband works.

What else? I pun tak tau lagi. What do you think?

I personally think that man and woman compliments/completes each other. Example, to have a baby you need both men and women. you cannot have your own baby yourself. ok. another bad example. Ladies, don’t underestimate yourself and giving excuses that you cannot do this and that when actually you can do it with a little bit of hard work. and guys, don’t look down on the ladies just because God created them with a softer heart and character ~~like me.~~

p/s: the bf tidak jadi pergi offshore lagi after 2 hours on boat. wee~~!!

BYE!

I’m blogging on Windows Live Writer!!

2011-02-04T08:58:00.001+08:00

I’ve finally understand how to install Windows Live Writer and manage to install it. and and and yes! I’m blogging using it now. All thanks to Sheila and a recently found blog http://cinoibeetlesv.blogspot.com/.

~~Now I can strikethrough all the words I wrote~~.

haha. so hilarious.

Lawa kan that font? *excitedness*

Hopefully hari ni tiada kerja. Maka, dapat saya berguling-guling di atas katil. ~~Saya~~ ~~sungguh malas turun kerja sebab saya mau juga cuti CNY ni~~. Akan berasa agak boring sudah sebab the bf turun laut hari ni. Patut semalam lagi dia turun tapi setelah on the way selama 2 jam, dorang turn back since ombak kuat sangat.

~~BYE~~

~~BYE~~

BYE!! haha..

Alam Pekerjaan

2011-01-31T19:38:00.002+08:00

Kerja ni mana ada yang senang. Sekarang, baru masuk fasa di mana marah-Dimarahi, herdik-Diherdiki, cakap-dengan-suara-tinggi dan Dicakap-dengan-suara-tinggi, caci-Dicaci, hina-Dihina bermula. Standard la tu baru mula kerja. Ala "ragging" macam sekolah asrama tapi malangnya, saya tidak pernah rasa di'ragging sebab tidak sekolah asrama pun. Apa lagi kerja dengan kompeni besar ni. Lagi lah banyak ragam.

Banyak ragam orang ni. Ada yang kita suka, ada yang kita tidak suka. Ada yang kita boleh terima, ada yang tidak boleh diterima. Jadi, kalau suka boleh la cakap terus terang. Tapi, kalau tidak suka, simpan dalam hati sampai jadi jeruk dan bagitau bf bila dia balik dari laut.

Ini lah cabaran bila kerja ni. Masa study dulu, kalau tidak suka tidak payah kawan sama dia. Cari geng yang "click" together. Tapi kerja, mau tidak mau kerja sama-sama juga.

Pesan to my friends yang bakal mencari kerja, kalau pok-pok/aim kerja kompeni femes/besar ni get yourself mentally prepared to meet many people. Jangan fikir la dorang tu same frequency atau sekepala sama kamu. Kuatkan dan tabahkan la hati bila emotion and mentally depress. Sorry la to say, kalau kamu complain sebab benda kecil ja dulu atau sekarang, bila bekerja cabaran dia lagi besar sampai kamu tidak mampu complain tapi menangis saja untuk rasa ok. Saya tidak cakap kompeni kecil ni tiada cabaran. tidak. ada cabaran tersendiri. cuma, bila kompeni itu besar, lagi besar urusan and tanggungjawab. maka, makin ramai orang yang kita perlu deal with.

Pesan diri sendiri. Kuatkan hati. Jangan menangis depan orang. Kalau tidak dapat tahan juga, masuk toilet menangis slow-slow. Give it sometime, saya akan menjadi tabah dan apa-apa ja yang kena marah akan masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri. SIK LALI dah!!

BYE!

Saya ingin..

2011-01-28T19:36:00.004+08:00

Banyak betul keinginan saya ni kan. Biasa lah manusia. Kalau boleh, semua mau. Ini adalah keinginan saya untuk masa beberapa tahun lagi.

Sila lah menjamu mata.

Lawa kan bunga ni..

Ni pun i like!!

oh...ini pun lawa..

so sweet...

ni pun cantik biarpun nampak macam "hutan" sikit..

baju ni *ehem* minat sebab colourful. tapi design haruslah Over-the-top! *wahaha*

dan, harus full set macam mak cik-nenek ni. *kes tidak mau kalah ni*

****

dan sebagai pelengkap....

TADAA!! Idaman hati ku..

BYE!

Saya tidak bermaksud...

2011-01-28T12:15:00.003+08:00

Saya tidak bermaksud untuk menyatakan keboringan saya di sini. Keboringan bukan dari kerja, but my social life. Gini la kalau tinggal di tempat jauh seorang. Bukan mahu cakap Kemaman ni boring. Bukan. Kalau rajin naik taxi pegi Mesra Shopping Mall 1 tingkat itu, ok la. Tapi tambang taxi RM40/way. Lagipun, boring saturang kalau berjalan ni. Mesti ada geng. Tempat lain? hurm, not sure about that. Maka, kadang-kadang saya pun ambil-ambil gambar la. (Pernyataan secara tiba-tiba: Chopper tidak mampu membawa orang pergi offshore. Kuat angin sekarang. )

Blue Fluffy Teddy Bear!!

Security Guard (department makhluk halus) di Warehouse. For information, kucing adalah baik untuk dibawa ke "tempat keras" untuk menakutkan (kalau tu hantu takut) atau memberi warning kepada pekerja hazard-hantu di sekitar. Sangat diperlukan di Labuan.

Salah satu warehouse main competitor kami! haha.

Begini la kedai-kedai di sini.

Laluan sehari-hari pergi training.

Sungguh tidak produktif hidup sekarang. Next Sunday akan ada training presentation. Maka, progress slide preparation yang baru 20% adalah sangat pathetic.

p/s: Wee~ nanti mau pergi shopping kain batik yang mahal gila itu. Gaji sudah masuk, maka---- membuang duit la kita. Note: 1st gaji untuk my current job.

BYE!

The Dog's Commandment

2011-01-24T19:04:00.002+08:00

Even dogs have their commandment. Makes their masters understand them easier.

Canine 10 Commandments!

1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you will be painful for me. Remember that before you buy or adopt me.

2. Give me time to understand what you want from me.

3. Place your trust in me. It’s crucial to my well-being.

4. Don’t be angry with me for long, and don’t lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your entertainment and your friends. I only have you.

5. Talk to me sometimes. Even if I don’t understand your words, I understand your voice when it’s speaking to me.

6. Be aware that however you treat me, I’ll never forget it.

7. Remember before you hit me, I have teeth that could easily crush the bones of your hand, but I choose not to bite you.

8. Before you scold me for being uncooperative, obstinate or lazy, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I’m not getting the right food, or I’ve been out in the sun too long, or my heart if getting old and weak.

9. Take care of me when I get old. You too will get old.

10. Go with me on difficult journeys. Never say “I can’t bear to watch it”, or “Let it happen in my absence.” Everything is easier for me if you are here.

Remember that I LOVE YOU.

- Courtesy of SPCA Selangor -

Berita (yang agak) Baik

2011-01-22T08:21:00.003+08:00

Update untuk kerja ni.

Yups, next 1 whole week saya ada safety course. and 30 Januari my presentation. So, ada sikit harapan untuk balik Labuan before CNY.

tapi,

saya risau kalau cukup ka tidak masa untuk training saya ni. 1 week kena cut short from my original schedule sebab safety course tu. Sekali time presentation, rupanya banyak lagi saya belum tau? hopefully it goes well.

okla. saya sibuk sudah ni. the BF suda balik shore. ^^ wee...

bye!

Berita (yang agak) Buruk

2011-01-18T18:29:00.003+08:00

Bos saya di sini sangat baik hati untuk tahan saya lama-lama sini. Oh maiii!! Kawan-kawan, saya kira hari tau untuk pergi Labuan. Musnah countdown saya bila bos datang lab dan membagitau berita tu. Tau kenapa saya kena stay lama lagi sini? Ada safety course company yang saya perlu ambil tapi bukan lah urgent sangat. sudah la sorang lab tech dari lab Kemaman kena hantar outstation di Labuan perlu kawan kalau kena call untuk buat testing, especially malam sebab dia sorang ja tinggal di lab Labuan. p/s: Labuan lab semakin busy with projects.

Initially saya akan balik Labuan hujung bulan ni. Tapi sekarang, after Chinese New Year. After CNY, buat presentation and then only the bos decide bila saya boleh balik. Kalau begitu, bagus tahan saya sini sampai hujung bulan Februari. Free tempat tinggal, transport and makan. oh, why la ada safety course yang seminggu tu.

uhuk. Twice ya saya tanya bos, betul ka tidak ni. Tiada problem sebenarnya bos, tapi anak-anak saya rindu sama saya. cewah. kawin pun belum. bukan lah. the BF plan mau pergi Labuan cuti CNY. maka, batal saja la tu plan. Dan saya tahu, time cuti CNY saya kena join standby untuk any urgent testing. uhuk uhuk. Mau pergi KL tapi return flight+taxi adalah dekat rm600. and and and...if tidak pergi lab time CNY, stay di bilik hotel ja untuk 5 hari?

wah. runsing bila fikir.

sebenarnya, saya mahu:
1. saya dihantar balik paling lewat 2 Februari.
2. ok fine. kalau mau buat juga safety course, buatlah presentation next weeknya before CNY . fuh. after pass ja presentation, sila la terus beli ticket flight saya. tapi tapi tapi, belum lagi belajar calibration equipment lain. Baru satu...
3. waaaaaaaaaa...macam memang tidak dapat balik Labuan before CNY kecuali safety course tu buat di Labuan or Miri.

ok. saya pasrah. menerima seadanya. Cuti CNY tidur puas-puas kalau stay di Kemaman. tidak apa la tu...

bye! saya runsing..

Peristiwa Medical Check Up

2011-01-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

Tadi pagi saya pergi Offshore Medical Check Up untuk my new employment ni. I'm the first patient tapi after saya register tu, ada beberapa orang Indonesia datang. Bukan, dorang bukan pendatang tanpa izin tapi pendatang DENGAN izin. Dorang pun buat medical check up. Klinik Ramli & Adibah ni memang femes la untuk company-company O&G hantar pekerja pegi buat check up. Tapi, kalau la ada kamu kena suruh pergi buat Offshore Medical Check Up di klinik ni, sila lah pergi di Kemaman Supply Base punya cawangan kalau waktu pagi. Sebab Dr. Ramli (doktor yang pandai buat this type of check up, Dr. Adibah tak pandai), hanya datang klinik di town sebelah petang.

So, setelah isi-isi borang saya pun kena timbang berat and ukur tinggi. Oh maii! Berat bertambah. Tulah, mau diet konon tapi tidak diet juga. Ok fine. akan diet-nanti.

After that, ujian mata. Kena suruh tutup sebelah mata and baca huruf yang nurse tu tunjuk. Boleh la. mata masih terang-benderang (tapi silau). dapat full mark!! 6/6. Lepas ujian mata, ujian audio. Adalah nurse tu bagi bunyi yang dari kuat pegi slow-slow. Kalau dengar, tekan butang. Result untuk ujian ni saya tidak sure la. Tapi ok juga kot. =p

Lepas tu, nurse suruh ambil sampel air kencing. 2 botol ya. Dia pesan jangan basahkan botol tu. Alamak, macam mana tidak mau basahkan botol. Perempuan time kencing ni bukan boleh aim tepat-tepat. Kalau kencing dalam gayung ok lagi. Ini botol bukaan saiz diameter 5cm. Hasilnya, hehe..malu mau bagitau. Anggap ok lah sebab nurse tidak suruh pergi kencing balik.

Next is X-ray. Dia tanya kalau saya pregnant or sudah kahwin. Belum lagi nurse.. Bukan apa, kalau pregnant tidak boleh buat X-ray ni. Bahaya untuk fetus di dalam perut. Ada juga doktor tu bagi tunjuk my X-ray. Agak cantik juga lah tengok tulang rusuk saya tu. Lupa pula mau kira berapa. hehe.

After that, doktor panggil masuk bilik. Dia pun check my blood pressure. 120/80. Normal. Fuh! Lega hati sebab dulu ada doktor tu cakap I have low blood pressure. Ala, mesti la low kan kalau time tu tengah sakit demam. Lepas ambil blood pressure, dia pun ambil la blood sample. Mak oii! part paling tidak disukai. Terang-terang bagitau doktor saya takut. Sudah la tu doktor cakap, susah mau cari urat saya ni. Sudalah tidak terang (mean tidak nampak la), timbul pun tidak. the BF cakap, sebab saya "comel" tulah susah mau cari urat. betul kah?

Balik kepada cerita ambil darah. Maka di-ikat-nya tangan kiri dan kanan saya sambil saya meng-exercise tangan supaya blood flow tinggi. . Akhirnya, dengan sekali cucuk di tangan kiri, Dr. Ramli yang hebat itu dapat full 1 syringe!! Tahniah Dr. Ramli. Mula-mula saya tidak mau tengok proses mengambil darah ni, tapi mata tu gatal tengok juga. Dapat la tengok kaler darah saya yang cun itu. Rasanya, berani sudah ni derma darah. Hehe..

Lepas ambil darah, kena suruh baring di katil. Adalah kena tekan-tekan perut and dengar heart beat. Dia check telinga (sama ada taik telinga banyak ka tidak-nasib sudah korek telinga awal-awal), and kaki kita. Dia ketuk lutut, kalau kita respon mean ok la nerve di kaki kita tu. Hihi. Betul ni, even kita sudah set di kepala kita jangan gerak kaki tapi bila dia ketuk, tergerak juga.

Tu ja la test yang kena buat. Around 40mins juga untuk full test ni.

Gambar bekas kena ambil darah. Nampak ka lebam sikit tu? (buka mata besar sikit)

oklah.

BYE!

Kemaman - Day i-lost-count-already

2011-01-15T19:31:00.002+08:00

Well, I did not update my blog daily as I thought I would be. Adalah juga blog tapi bukan tajuk 'Kemaman'. So, I still have 2 more weeks here *hopefully*. If they're are convince i can work by myself in Labuan, boleh la saya balik. Kalau tidak, hurm..stay lagi la di sini.

Oh, besok saya ada "offshore medical examination". Pengsan la ni kena ambil darah. Oh Mr. Doctor, baik-baik ya ambil darah saya. Sebenarnya, saya ingin bah mau derma darah ni tapi kisah lalu buat saya fikir 2,3,4... banyak kali. Dulu-dulu time matrix, ada experiment untuk tengok platlet darah la konon. Ada 5 tabung uji and each tabung uji perlu 2 atau 3 titis darah. Penderma darah ialah ahli kumpulan sendiri ya. So, kami ada 5 orang dalam group and semua takut mau derma. So, saturang kawan ni terpaksa lah dia yang derma. Malangnya 2 titik darah ja yang keluar. Cucukan tu tidak kuat. Haha. so, 1 tabung uji down! tinggal 4. Yang lain tu memang tidak mau, so saya volunteer. Imagine saya sendiri cucuk jari sendiri ya. untuk dapat sampel darah 4 tabung uji tu tidak senang. Setiap jari cuma kasi keluar 1/2 titik darah saja. Maka, 10 jari saya kena cucuk untuk 4 tabung uji. Selepas habis sya menderma darah, few minutes later kepala saya jadi pening-pening. Seriously mau pengsan ni. Haha. Baru berapa ML darah saya kena ambil suda rasa mo pengsan.
*eh, lari tajuk*

Balik kepada cerita Kemaman, ok juga la stay sini. Boleh la untuk 1 bulan. not forever. sorry ya. Work? Saya telah OT sebanyak 5jam++ setakat ini. Yey! Extra money for me. hehe. Sepanjang di sini, i miss the foods in Sabah the most. Saya mau list down lah apa yang saya crave for. TAAAPUN!

1. Mangga (pelbagai shape dan jenis dan style dijeruk)------> Tg. Aru!
2. Mee sup ikan Atong!!
3. Segala jenis mee goreng. (mee tuaran/ mee kering/ mee basah)
4. Sayap ayam
5. Jus avocado Tg. Aru
6. Sasau
7. Lamb chop
8. Asam pedas isi ikan Fui Lau
itu ja la. banyak betul mo makan.. taaaapun!!

Okla. That's all la. Besok --->Sunday saya bekerja!!

BYE!

Miri Trip

2011-01-14T13:40:00.005+08:00

Oh-maii!!
Long delayed post. But, better late than never kan. So, this Miri trip was last year November with my travelling buddies. Oh, we just lurrrve to travel. Main reason we went to Miri was to visit Gua Niah and also eat. Yes, we ate all the time.

Our dear friend Kath sanggup la membawa kami ke hulu ke hilir around Miri. Thanks a lot Kath!!
oh, and also to the BF..Thanks for sponsoring our transport. Lain kali buat lagi. Hehehe..

enjoy the photos!

kolo mee all the way. Alvin bapa as our dedicated driver.

lurvee food!

on the way to Niah and just reached. oh, the car has a unique number. 6D xxxx X.

Need to pay RM10/entri to Gua Niah. But since we came in 5, so free 1. and limpas sungai ada option: berenang sendiri or naik boat rm1/trip

walking for 3.1 km to reached the cave.

just reached!! it was dark and smelled of guano.

slippery! nana did fell. hehe

after exploring the cave. man, it was damn tiring!!

then, went to espanade?-couldn't remember the place for sunset shooting!!

next day after morning mass and breakfast, went to the Grand Old Lady.

a pic of us in front of St. Joseph Cathedral Miri. & me eating Laksa Sarawak. so so so nyummy!!

oh. still some pics in esplanade.

and on the last day went to Miri handicraft for some souvenirs shopping!! eh, also went to Pasar Awam Miri.

the last pic is Thomas working as a part time vallet. hehe

I went for some Christmas shopping spree! Good exercise for me since I sweat!! haha

mix pics inside the Petroleum Muzium. I really like the "earthquake car". and us in some crazy poses outside.

us!! the group.

sempat juga melawat Taman Awan Miri. and Bapa being naughty..haha

oh. Habis sudah gambar.

Need to plan our next trip!!!

BYE

Sayang sungguh..

2011-01-12T19:31:00.002+08:00

Sayang sungguh kalau kita nda habis belajar kan? Okla..kalau form 5, kira ok sudah boleh juga cari kerja guna sijil SPM tu. Tapi untuk ambitious people ni yang mau belajar tinggi-tinggi, sayang sungguh kalau nda dihabiskan study tu kan.

Kita buat example ikut level macam saya la.

Darjah 1 sampai Tingkatan 5.

Ini kebanyakkan orang complete la. Kalau nda sebab malas atau masalah disiplin, comfirm boleh lulus. Masalah kewangan tidak jugak effect banyak sebab yuran nda la sampai beribu-ribu lemon. Mungkin yang hardcore miskin la yang ada tu masalah. Oh ya, satu lagi masalah time ni banyak la remaja-remaja ni kemaruk cinta. aiseh. jangan tembirang la. darah muda ba. mesti mau try bercinta. Time bercinta ni la rindu boyfren la, rindu girlfren la..terus nda dapat study. akibatnya jadi la ahli geng pen merah.

Habis form 5, saya pun masuk lah matriculation di Labuan.

oh. time ni bagai culture shock coz first time tinggal asrama. Kalau mau masuk matrix ni, mesti study bersungguh-sungguh!! sebab, kalau kena kick out sayang la masa ko pegi matrix ni. Matrix ni nda ada sijil. Kalau lulus, ble apply degree. Kalau gagal, back to square one seperti baru habis SPM kau la. Sayang sungguh kalau study 1 tahun tapi gagal, then terpaksa apply Diploma/sijil/dll. Sayang bai tu masa.

Habis matrix, dapat result cukup-cukup makan untuk apply degree.

Saya buat degree di Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, Johor in Engineering. Kalau graduat UTM ni memang femes in engineering and selalu di-sought-after oleh kompeni-kompeni. (boleh la kan). I've known few of my friends yang sayang sungguh drop halfway along the journey. I'm not to judge them sebab dorang yang tidak pernah share with me their problems even I'm one of their closest friend. But from my point of view, they should and are able to finish their degree. Kalau nda dapat tu degree, imagine you will only have your SPM cert!! Gila sayang berapa tahun tu. Kalau saya, bagus kawin awal-awal daripada separuh mati mau belajar tapi in the end get nothing-0. Kalau yang apply PTPTN tu lagi la mau bayar balik macam mana? Ingat with your SPM cert you can apply for job gaji rm2000 ka?
I'm saying this with frustration to YOU. yes you. While you still have the chance, go for it. There's nothing to be ashamed with failing few subjects and repeating it back. Who cares? People talk about it, but they will get over it.

and me? i'm thankful to God that everything is fine.

p/s: kepada yang masih study tu, jangan leka time kita study ni. Enjoy tu enjoy berabis just make sure you get your degree!! malu parents kita nanti...

bye!

Nota nota nota..

2011-01-08T17:37:00.002+08:00

Feels like studying as before just without exams. Trying to memorize and understand these test equipments. Be patient with me dear collegues. I'm not that fast to catch up. Hopefully in this 1 month I can. I'll do my very best.

I'm having a snack plate and dinner plate KFC for my lunch and dinner. How crazy is that. 5 chickens to eat? Well, thanks to the miscommunication I had with the cashier just now. Congrats Fiona for not understanding the Terengganu slang tu person is using.

I'm being so unproductive!!! urghh..

Missing the BF soo much..and the foods back home. I'm not home-sick but food-sick!!

bye!

Apa nih Fiona

2011-01-08T10:08:00.002+08:00

Boo~~ in a week hanya blog once?

Bukan apa, hari-hari buka blog tapi malas mau berfikir mau tulis apa. Kepala memang sudah full with benda-benda baru yang harus diingati membuatkan saya malas berfikir benda lain. *padahal habis tengok latest season GG & Glee* hey, tengok movie tidak melibatkan pemikiran KBKK(kemahiran bersepadu kreatif and kreatis) tau.

So how's work? Boleh la. I did not expect it will be this heavy but it's my choice. It need more of physical work mengangkat mould, servis equipment rosak and also buat calibration. Dari kerja gelemer duduk office macam bos jadi kuli berkerja "bancuh simen". Haha. I'm not complaning walau kadang-kadang complain dengan BF. Salary wise, I getting double than my previous job. Lepas tu I can claim OT. So if OT banyak, maybe I can get triple of my previous job!! Lumayan? Sangat suka!! Benefits pun okay wayyyy better than before. Tapi kerja tu yang payah sikit. haih, bila la mau jadi bos ni goyang kaki. haha. please ya, dah naik jadi engineer pun kena keja banyak tau.

Oh Oh. Dah dapat PPE untuk guna time bekerja. Ok. Di lab Kemaman ni tak ikut sangat. Pakai safety shoe with lab coat and safety glass dah cukup kot. Tapi bila sampai Labuan, kena pakai coverall. Adui...langsung tak lawa. Dah la coverall ni bukan ikut sukatan badan. Ikut saiz S, M, L.. erm, adalah saya nanti macam teddy bear biru!!

Sebenarnya saya pun binggung with whom am I working since hari tu company yang saya pergi interview tu dah *kena beli* company lain. So, is't Mr. BJ or Mr. Baker? Tapi operator bila jawab call cakap "hello, Baker Hughes?".

hurmm..

bye! *post habis tiba-tiba*

Kemaman - Day 1

2011-01-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!!

Baru saja sampai Kemaman ni. Been travelling since morning from KK to reach here. Penat sekali.

The flight was okay. Biarpun banyak sangat orang ni hari di airport. Mungkin sebab mau buka sekolah suda kan.

I don't know how to survive here since it's my first time in Kemaman. There's a 'shopping complex' beside the place that I'm staying. My hotel is 'okay' with a bed, shower, small tv, cupboard and dressing table in a small room.

So, 1 month to go!! Living alone is suppose to be boring. Sleep, eat and travelling alone. *sigh* "Bebeh, datang la you Kemaman pleaseee..."

I think I'll be updating my blog everyday since my every night is empty.

Bye!!

Azam Besar Tahun 2011

2010-12-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

Sekejap ja lagi tahun 2011. Saya terfikir la azam ter-besar saya untuk tahun depan. Azam kecil sungguh banyak.

Maka, azam besar tahun depan is to build my career! Aiseh, ber-karrier la kunun saya sekarang ni. But iya lah. That's my main focus this year selain daripada simpan duit mau kahwin. =)

BYE!

Happy New Year 2011!!

random thoughts...

2010-12-27T21:52:00.001+08:00

1. Korea
2. Own car
3. braces
4. having my own place
5. hitting the 3***.

just thoughts.

Season Greeting!!

2010-12-24T09:49:00.002+08:00

Wishing everyone a
HAPPY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Saya mau kahwin

2010-12-23T10:42:00.006+08:00

*oh, title yang sungguh catchy*

Everytime ada teman-teman saya yang bertunang or berkahwin, maka persoalan "bah, kau bila lagi?" selalunya lah saya kena tanya.

Ok. Dalam few days ini I'm going to be unofficially 24 years young, so wajar juga cakap pasal kahwin kan. I've completed my studies, have a steady job and most importantly status "in a cool relationship". bukan relationship kami yang dingin. Tapi kami ja yang bergaya cool bah. getdit? Nda faham? buat faham sendiri la. So, kiranya kalau kami mau mendirikan rumah tiada tangga (sebab saya sebenarnya tidak gemar rumah bertangga ni), boleh la suda. Cuma makan-makan nanti tu, makan mee goreng sama air RO 10sen 500 ml saja la kan. Pakai baju pun dress recycle last Christmas or paling grand sewa tu baju Kadazan rm50 sepasang.

Oh. Bukan wedding dream langsung.

Entry ni bukan untuk complain duit nda cukup mau kawin. Oh tidak. Duit boleh dicari. Contohnya, main jackpot sampai menang 1 juta ringgit. (padahal membeli nombor pun nda pandai ada angan-angan mau menang jackpot)

Saya mau menyatakan la di sini, syarat untuk membolehkan saya kahwin hanya satu. (selain kasi cukup tu duit) Saya mau jadi selim time kahwin. Sungguh selim-langsing-papa kedana. Honestly, suka saya tengok gambar orang kahwin. The brides are super gorges dan groom pun super hensem. Aish, teringin mau ada groom yang hyper hensem biar semua groom-groom tu kalah. (oh-please-it's-a-joke) bersyukur la ada laki yang sempurna hensemnya biarpun hidung extra large saiznya. bukan lubang hidung ya tapi hidung ala-pelakon hindi gitu. *muntah hijau
ni*

In order untuk saya dapat berkahwin pada masa yang sesuai, saya perlulah berusaha extra supaya dapat my gorjes body untuk di-wowwowwow orang masa wedding. Biar jeles segala perempuan di sana. (haha. sot) So sekarang ingin saya declare saya akan diet/kuruskan badan dengan bersungguh untuk my dream wedding. No more tembirangs.

Gambate Fiona!

BYE!!

p/s: Bida oh kan kalau photoshop ambil kepala saya then paste pigi badan si Megan Fox pakai wedding dress.

Dreams Do Come True

2010-12-14T14:32:00.002+08:00

Karangan in dwi-language.

English

Currently feeling so happy that I finally got the job that I want. After waiting for almost 5 months, the confirmation just came yesterday evening. Please read my entry on my interview here. And also after my interview here.

I'll be joining BJ Services in January next year. It was my very first interview that I actually am proud of. However after I did not get any response for about 3 months, finally I got called. But the process for clearance, finalizing the job offer was so long. It took almost 2 months. Read my impatient complains.

Malay

Saya dapat me'napuk'an kegelisahan dan ke-excited-an saya tentang offer yang bakal tiba ini selama 2 bulan. Akhirnya, saya dapat official offer yesterday through email dan later akan di-courier kepada saya.

Sebenarnya agak nerves untuk terima jawatan ini sebab it will strip me off my current position as an engineer. Sebab the position that I applied in BJ Services hanya sebagai kuli a.k.a. pembancuh simen a.k.a tester a.k.a Laboratory Technician. So, maksudnya I will start right below the organisation. Tapi, harap-harap saya dapat perform well untuk dapat promotion la. Tidak juga saya mau stay in one position saja kan. Anyone working in O&G company yang tau more about this company? Care to share susah ka tidak untuk dapat promotion, etc?

Salary wise..of cause la this company has better offer. I am quite happy with it. QUITE? well, gaji BELUM sampai RM 10k. Another dream untuk dapat gaji RM 10k. Hehe. The benefits are great.

I'll be going for a training in Kemaman, Terengganu starting Januari next year. That really got me nervous. Kan first time pegi Kemaman. Kalau KL, no problem juga. Then only after I complete my training akan di-base-kan di Labuan. Labuan ok la, cuma jalan sana belum familiar.

So, I'm hoping the best for me. Quite sad to leave my current company but this is something that I always wanted. This will be the first exposure for me in this totally new environment.

Wish me the best.

BYE!

Pada Tahun Ini..

2010-12-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

So, since kita berada di bulan terakhir tahun 2010 maka wajib la juga untuk kita buat Re-Cap peristiwa-peristiwa penting sepanjang tahun ini.

Saya sungguh pasti, ramai pem-belog akan belog dua topic famous ini.
1. Aktiviti tahun 2010
2. Wishlist untuk tahun 2011

atau tajuk yang sewaktu dengannya.

So, dalam entri kali ni saya akan meng-high-light-kan peristiwa yang besar dan penting la. Kalau cerita semua memang panjang sungguh la. Tidak sanggup la saya mau tulis.

Kita sort by month la ky?

Januari
Tiada entri menarik. *skip*

Febuari
Went to Kuala Lumpur for some shopping spree! Lurve it. First time tasting Korean food at Sunway Pyramid. Erm, and also Korean tea which is made of BURNT CORN SEEDS. Funny kan?

Mac
Nothing interesting happen except for rushing to finish my lab experiments for my Final Year Project, analysing, typing report and trying to finish everything. PLUS! all other projects for other subjects. Oh..saya masih ingat hanya tidur 3,4 jam untuk malam-malam itu.

April
TOTALLY busy month. Mau siapkan Final Year Project report. Sumbit draft, print and binding. Memang totally hectic. Hidup rasa terumbang-ambing ni. Final exam pun on this month juga. Apa tidak merasa bagai dipukul ombak badai. And my FYP presentation was on 5th April. and I am one of the best presenter. Gila. Super Duper happy tuh! Bulan ini la juga I officially completed my degree. *sob sobss*. Sedih juga rasa ni. Macam tidak boleh menerima kenyataan untuk masa itu. Sampaikan pergi kara-kara-oke pun masih insist mau pakai student card sebab ada diskaun. Student Privilage striped off suda ni.

May
Went for an over-the-sea trip to JAPAN!! Syok Best saya suka!! Kalau mau jamu mata tengok gambar Japan, sila lah cari saya di Fesbuk. Other than that, kami ada juga pegi jalan-jalan ke Desaru, Johor. Cantik tempat ni. Tapi kena pilih pantai la untuk dapat yang cantik. Hujung bulan May juga saya balik ke Sabah for good. =) / =( *tia tau mau sedih ka happy)

Jun & July
Jun is a month untuk mencari kerja. Menanam anggur di rumah tapi anggur tidak tumbuh-tumbuh. Sungguh tidak produktif bulan ni.

Ogos
Experience first time interview with BJ Services di Labuan. It went well. Till now I'm still hoping for that position. Saya juga telah meng-enrol diri join gym di CityMall. Second interview was also in this month with Chemsain Konsultant di mana saya tidak dapat position tu.

September
We have been together for 3 years. Sedih juga la sebab tidak dapat celebrate together. Tapi kami jumpa juga for our convo during this month. My convocation was on the 28th September. Was so happy. My family came too. I got lots and lots of flowers, chocolates and teddies!! I mean a lot! Sampai tangan tidak mampu pegang. Large bouquet of flowers, I got 5 not including the smaller version. Manakan cukup tangan. =) Then me and my BFFs went for a trip to Ranau! It was sooooo enjoyable that I wanna do it again and again and again.

Oktober
I turned 23 years young. Getting wiser and prettier. hehe. I also got my first job as a Trainee Engineer at my previous internship company in Kolombong. Ok. Saya baru belog tentang Convocation saya pada bulan ini selepas sebulan bercuti. The BF came to KK for the first time *kira first time la cause dulu dia transit saja di KK*. Adalah dia kena bawa berjalan-jalan pusing KK saja. Hehe. Kasian dia. Only for 2 days.

November
Went for an interview with Ranhill WorleyParson in Kuala Lumpur. Luckily the BF tag along. It was a great experience to be interviewed by them. Anyone interesting to know how the interview was, jangan malu-malu bertanya saya. Saya pun masih try to adapt dengan environment kerja. And got my first pay! happy oh walaupun gaji kecik saja ni.

Disember
Well, it's the month at end of the year. Mau kumpul cita-cita untuk next 2011 wish list!

so, how was yours?

bye!

Entri Menarik

2010-12-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

Saya sepatutnya menulis entri yang interesting untuk menarik pelanggan *eh, pembaca* membaca blog saya yang boring ini.

Ingin sekali saya menulis, tapi keadaan tidak mengizinkan sekarang. Mungkin saya patut mempunyai phone yang canggih seperti beri-beri atau iphone untuk memudahkan saya memblog di mana-mana saya berada dan sewaktu dengannya. *ehem, sila pahamkan sendiri ya wahai kekasihku*

BYE!

Jumpa lagi.

Pilihan Hati..

2010-12-03T21:06:00.003+08:00

Banyak topic actually yang ada dalam fikiran sekarang ni. Bagus saya list down kan just in case tidak tau apa benda lagi mau tulis.

1. Pengalaman Mendapatkan Lesen Memandu.
2. Terkencing di Seluar di Suatu Ketika Dulu.
3. Hukuman Budak Jajal Waktu Sekolah.
4. I love You. You Love Me
5. Belanja Kawin & etc.
6. Hobi Budak-Budak.
7. Bestnya Jadi Pengawas.
8. Subjek Budak Civil Engineering.
9. Cerita Hantu di UTM, Skudai.
10. Saya Jeles; Tribute Kepada Orang-Orang yang Saya Jeles Dengan.

Mana satu yang best mau tulis ah?
Hurm..

Christmas tinggal 3 minggu lagi. Mau start buat cookies and cakes!

BYE!

Ada Juga Orang Macam Tuh Kah?

2010-12-01T10:30:00.002+08:00

Scene: Traffic Light Junction.

Last week, I was driving back after working. While I was driving the traffic light turns red. I was slowing down to stop. Suddenly, someone on a van in the passengers' seat SPITTED out from the window. Luckily didn't 'kena' my car. OMG. It actually went out like some sticky yucky disgusting mucus. BODOH oh. Dorang fikir bersih ka ludah dorang tu? Saya tahu bukan kena orang pun, but watching that act disgust me. It's like shitting on a road. Kalau banyak sangat air liur dorang dalam mulut telan saja bah. Mau juga buang di luar ka? Kalau mau juga buang, cari la plastik untuk ludah.

***

Saya tidak suka orang macam ni oh. No respect for the society. Showing how low is your IQ and brain. Apa yang bersih atau tidak pun tidak tahu.
Buduh saja tau.

Oklah

BYE!

Something Serious

2010-12-01T10:20:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking of blogging serious entrees such as

1. How to get a raise from your boss.
2. Malaysia in year 2011
3. Fighting for Sabahans right.
4. Hollywood Fashion
5. Energy Source: Environment and Us

But, how serious can I be? Haha. I don't think I have the brain and enough knowledge to write those topics off.

I've been waiting for some good news actually. Hopefully it'll come. Crossing my fingers. Hopefully. It seems like it's always been delayed. FYI, I'm a anxious and impatient person. I just couldn't stand "waiting". I won't be writing this! furthur since it's not confirm yet. Maybe I will if it comes true.

Sometimes I think I'm boring. Sometimes I think I'm interestingly HOT *duh* in blogging!

Oklah.

See you later alligator

BYE!

Saya tidak faham.

2010-11-29T08:56:00.002+08:00

I don't understand.

There are plans to develop the O & G in Johor.

How about Sabah?

Oh dear Sabahans, we're just left out. After our resources are suck out from us we're left feeling abandon.

BYE!

Being me, myself...

2010-11-26T09:22:00.002+08:00

To regard a GOOD person has brought me to think. How do you determine a person as good? Perfect perhaps? To be able to be seen as a role model?

I never have a role model in my life. Some say it's their favourite artist, a politician, your mother or father, or anyone. I HAVE NONE. I somehow find flaws in everyone that made them imperfect for me to look upon. There goes the saying "nobody is perfect".

I only have ONE that I look upon. Who is flawless in everything. Jesus and Mother Mary. *well, there are two.pardon me*.

Let me say this in general.

Every person will have and meet different people in their lives. You may like A, and dislike B. But another person may like B and dislike A. See? Each person is different.

But, what is the most important is you yourself. You know what you are think, feel and want. You have the power to decide. You do not need other people to judge what you're doing. Even a close person. You have made a thoughtful decision, and it's up to the others to accept it or not. It's your life. God understands. It is He who leads you to that path. And suddenly, you think that is what you should be doing. Never mind about other people criticism.

I'm blabbing. It's mixed up.

Better stop now.

BYE!

Hey ho!!

2010-11-23T15:30:00.001+08:00

I'm very impatient.
Why taking so long?

OK BYE.
No complain.
No complain.

Mengidam @ Cravings

2010-11-18T19:45:00.002+08:00

Bunyi macam preggy saja tu. Haha. Tidak la. Belum lagi ada berita gembira itu. Haha. Sots.

Actually, PMS buat saya mengidam banyak benda. Dan saya consider diri saya malang sebab my menses ni tidak regular. Meaning, bukan on time la dan selalunya memang lambat. Usually varies from 1day - 3 weeks. So, period PMS saya pun panjang ni. Sangat tidak best. Why? Sebab ke-gondoot-an saya terserlah time-time PMS la.

So, having said that I am PMS-ing now. Banyak cravings saya sekarang ni. Saya rasa kalah-kalah wanita mengandung.

Food.

1. Pizza. Since hanya ada Pizza Hut di sini (without including Little Italy's pizzas, Pizza di Multi Bake, Pizza buatan sendiri) makanya, saya mau makan Pizza perasa Thai-Seafood AND Hawaian Chicken.

2. Jeruk mangga/rojak/ceramai segala. Untuk memenuhi keperluan ini, maka perlu lah melawat di Tg. Aru sebab memang di sana boleh beli asam-asam yang sangat meliurkan. *berliur-liur sudah ingat asam*

3. Chicken wings. Ah..ini pun boleh beli di Tg. Aru. Sayap ayam madu. Mau makan 10 biji ni!!

4. Rendang ayam. Adui..kenapa tiba-tiba boleh mengidam ni.

5. Speghetti di Sailor's Cafe. NOTE: Mesti di Sailor's Cafe.

6. Blackforest cake di Secret Recipe. Tidak pun Tiramisu lah. Atau Butterscotch. Nyaman ehh!!

7. Mee hun sup ikan di D'Atong. Saya rasa setakat ni, sana lah the best mee hun sup ikan. Tapi saya sedar, mee dia makin lama makin sikit pula kena bagi. Amacam ni bos?

8. Toblerone White Chocolate. Hurm, saya kena ban makan cholocate since balik dari KL hari tu. That was erm, 2 weeks ago? Tidak apa, tidak juga saya kena check tu. Hehe..

9. Nasi goreng seafood di Restoran 818. Kesedapan ok-ok juga lah tapi tidak tau boleh mengidam ni. Ganjil kan.

10. Asam pedas ikan. Saya rasa mau jadi gila bila cuba membayangkan kesedapannya.

2. Lain-lain Cravings.

1. Handphone baru. Teringin mau handphone Nokia E72. Iya, saya tau itu model agak lama suda. Tapi still, phone ya nang kacak!

2. Holiday-ing. Hopefully jadi la plan pergi Miri tu next week. Ya lah kamek mo practise klaka Sarawak tok. Kelak mok pegi Miri kena "trip" kedak orang Sarawak.

3. Meeting with the BF! Huhu...berenang la saya nih pergi sana laut.

4. Watch movie in CINEMA. Mau try movie marathon. Kalau lah saya banyak duit sangat sampai tidak mau mau buang pergi mana tu duit lagi.

5. Shopping!! Mau beli slack kerja, baju comel-comel, jam tangan, sweaters, beg tangan, laptop baru, kereta dan rumah. *aiseh. melebih suda*

6. Membeli flight ticket entah mau pergi mana. Mau-mau-mau betul travel next year!! Tapi kena save duit untuk something BIG BIG BIG. *sigh*

7. Bawa the BF jalan-jalan pusing Sabah. Haha. Cravings yang ganjil kan..

Kan melebih-lebih dari orang yang preggy.

Okla.

BYE!!

YA. Saya memang penakut.

2010-11-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

Tanya la siapa-siapa. Saya memang penakut. Bukan penakut penjahat. Tapi penakut hantu. *wuuu, wuuuu...ada naik bulu roma ka?*

Dari saya sekolah menengah lagi time berani tengok cerita hantu, tapi bila kena kasi tinggal sorang malam-malam memang confirm penakut. Berkurung dalam bilik saja la. Kalau di Matrix Labuan lagi lah, tidak boleh stay dalam bilik sorang. Penakut x10 ni.

Sejak pandai bawa kereta, ada lesen la sudah, memang keluar malam la kalau kena bawa kawan. Apa lagi sejak 2,3 tahun kebelakangan ni rajin saja keluar malam time cuti semester. Sekarang sudah habis study pun lebih kurang rajinnya keluar malam. Kalau di UTM dulu, ada orang yang drive. Lepas tu kalau takut naik lif sorang, BF pun kena call. Terpaksa dia tunggu di bawah untuk "teman" saya guna phone sampai saya naik bilik. Pernah dulu, memang takut gila sanggup call kawan ambil di bawah blok. ADUI. Memang memalukan.

OH. Time saya stay asrama di matrix sama UTM, saya tidak pernah tengok cerita hantu. Apa lagi dengar cerita hantu terutamanya malam. Tanya lah si JIMMY yang suka cerita hantu time dalam kereta dia malam-malam. Siap saya bergaduh lagi sama BF sebab dia tidak suruh JIM stop cerita. haha. lame me.

Berbalik cerita yang saya pandai pandu kereta sudah, kalau driving malam-malam balik rumah memang saya tidak akan tengok cermin depan atau tepi. Air cond mesti off supaya tidak rasa sejuk-sejuk. Elak tengok kiri atau kanan. Tengok straight saja. Apa lagi kalau tiada kereta lain lalu jalan balik rumah tu. OMG. Kelajuan boleh sampai 80-90km/j DI JALAN KAMPUNG ya. Kalau sampai rumah lebih dari pukul 9pm, gerenti gate rumah sudah kena tutup. Terpaksa lagi turun kereta untuk buka dan tutup gate balik. Pokok pisang di tepi gate tu ya tuan-tuan puan-puan. So, secepatnya selesaikan kerja. Buka gate, drive masuk, lari pergi tutup gate and lari masuk rumah.

Selalunya, kalau balik dari jalan malam saya akan call BF saya untuk "teman" saya sampai saya masuk rumah. Tapi sekarang BF pergi offshore lagi. Tidak dapat call. Macam tadi la. Mau saja saya call Nana, Sansan atau Thomas. Tapi nanti, dorang ketawa saya sebab terlampau penakut. Hehe. So, maybe aktiviti keluar malam akan berkurang.

Banyak lagi la yang membuatkan saya takut. Asal 7pm, gelap sudah memang saya start jadi penakut.

okla.

BYE!

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